Couple T-shirts / jung hoseok(#17)

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Hoseok

I seriously have no courage at all, I can't do the things that I am forced to, I just can't. I am a freaking coward and I have a lot of fears, some are plain ridiculous to the others while some that I hated it a lot. For one, I am afraid of standing up for myself and it gets even worse when I don't have the confidence to do so. I would tend to run away from my problems when I have no idea how to solve them, I would avoid them as much as I can and wished that it didn't happen to me. In some cases, I would use someone else to face my problems.

Jungkook exclaimed, clearly not believing me at all "Are you serious? Since when are you guys even dating? Why didn't I know about it?"

"My acting skills are really that great, right? I'm surprised that no one realized it, not even you guys." I continued to rabble on, to build up this wall of lies. It is one of the only ways that I have survived until now, to make myself seem better than in real life.

"No, we are not, we are just friends." Wendy manages to squeeze out one line, she looks at me with teary eyes as she stands up. "I'm done being nice to you and all, you have to be brave for once. Say what you have to say to your members, don't use me as an excuse to escape. Excuse me." She nods at Jungkook and leaves the table. It breaks my heart to know that we are just friends...

"Wendy!" I called for her but she didn't turn back, I stood up going after her. "Wendy! Son Wendy!"

Jungkook grabs onto my arm. "Hyung, what is it that you have to say to us?"

I looked at him, his Bambi eyes looking at me with such innocence and curiosity. It would break his heart so much if I were to lie to him and tell him that there is nothing going on with me and Taehyung, I would still break his heart if I tell him the truth.

I faked a smile. "The members are all waiting for me right?" I asked and he nodded, bringing me to the VIP room where all of them are in there, not knowing what news am I going to break it on them.

The door opened and the noises in the room quietened down, my boss and the others looking at me with a confused look on their faces. "I thought that you were unable to make it?" My boss was the first one to break the silence, they were totally not expecting me to be here. I guess that they have already forgotten about me, huh?

"He was here with Wendy, the scriptwriter for his drama. They were on a secret date apparently and I disrupted that date." Jungkook explained to them and they slowly nodded.

"That was a lie for Jungkook, I wasn't there on a date with Wendy and we are just good friends. She dragged me here to come to eat with you guys, she wished that I would come to clarify all the misunderstandings that I had with Taehyung." Everyone turned their heads to look at Taehyung who wasn't confused with the entire situation but just stared at me. "I had something on with Taehyung, we fought a year ago and that caused my year-long hiatus. He was the one who caused me to be unable to dance anymore."

JiMin laughed. "Taehyung will never do that, he has such a kind soul." As I expected, no one would believe my words and they will be on his side rather than mine. "Is there some bad blood between you and Taehyung?"

"Taehyung might be a little playful at times but he cares for each and every one of us, that was just an accident." Seokjin hyung defended him as usual, he would always protect Taehyung from anything.

"How can that be an accident? He tripped me, he deliberately placed his legs in my way so that I would fall down and fracture my leg which in turn become a permanent injury." I pointed that out. "How can that not be intentional?"

"You explain it, Taehyung." Bang PD stopped me from rambling on and I stared at Taehyung with the anger that has been contained in my body for the past year, it has been a year since that accident happened and it had finally being let out. "Is that true that you caused Hoseok's injury? Did you trip him over?"

Everyone stared at him, waiting for him to deny the fact that he injured me, they were all hoping that I was just making things up and it is not true that all of that happened. But Taehyung nodded. "I did, I was jealous of you. You took away my role, I had it first but you would always get it because you are the dance leader of the group. I practised it for weeks and you stole it away from me just like that, it was unfair of you to do that."

"Taehyung, tell me that it isn't true..." JiMin pleaded and hoped that he didn't hear all the things that came from his mouth but it had already been said, he admitted that he was at fault and I wasn't just making things up. "Hoseok hyung, do you really have to do that at our anniversary dinner?"

Out of the 6, Suga hyung and NamJoon were the only ones who hadn't said a thing about this entire situation. They wouldn't take anyone's side usually and they would be neutral, listening to everyone's opinion of the situation and then coming up with the best answer. Jungkook was also the other one who hadn't said a thing because his mind was already switched off due to the huge amount of information that his brain can't handle.

"But I regretted it immediately after seeing you in the hospital bed, depressed over the news that you might not be able to dance professionally and you might have to lose your position as the group's main dance." Taehyung's eyes were telling the truth, he was regretful for his actions but what is done cannot be undone.

"But you wanted that to happen right? You wanted me to leave the group right? So that no one will steal your position away ever again and I will be out of your way forever."

"Hoseok, stop it..." Namjoon finally spoke with him glaring at the two of us. "What is done is done, we can't go back to the time where that incident happened. We are still a group and we can still be together as a group if we are willing to compromise with each other and apologise to each other sincerely, we can't break apart just because two members had a conflict with each other."

"You two, apologize to each other quickly. I'm terribly hungry and I won't resist eating any one of you if you guys don't hurry up, you guys look so much like steak to me." Suga hyung ruined the atmosphere, making everyone crack up in laughter. "What? I'm for real. Apologize to each other sincerely and promise to each other that you two will solve misunderstandings like that in a civil manner and not hold grudges with each other for years and years, it is bad to be mad at someone for so long especially when we are a family."

I looked at Taehyung and he had teary eyes, he is about to cry any moment. "Taehyung, don't you cry... I'm going to cry if you do." I threatened them and the others laughed.

I walked out of the table and we met in the middle, we gave each other a hug and the others applauded for the two of us making up with each other and resolving our problems without having to kill each other. That is what family is, you might have some misunderstandings with each other but as long as you talk it out, everything can be resolved and the bond in a family will become even stronger.

And now there's Wendy that I have to apologize to, I broke her heart and I have to go fix her heart up.