Couple T-shirts / jung hoseok(#17)

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Wendy

I was handed my bridesmaid dress by the staff who held onto my dresses while I change, Yeongwon has chosen a few dresses for me and honestly, I am fine with her choices for me. It is not usually what I would choose for a bridesmaid dress but I couldn't tell her that I am quite uncomfortable with what I am trying on right now, it is an off-shoulder dress which exposed all of my shoulders to the chest level and I don't have a huge cleavage that shows off my assets so I feel uncomfortable wearing this anywhere.

I am someone who loves wearing flowy clothing on a daily basis even during shoots where it is not advisable because of the work environment that I am in, I have to be on my feet all the time and these flowy dresses and cardigans are always in the way but I don't care, I love the way that I am dressing and they can't force me to wear something tight-fitting since it makes me feel at ease wearing flowy clothing.

But I would have to wear this dress for more than a few hours since the wedding is going to be a whole day and there is little to no chance that I will be changing into another outfit until the next part of the event, and I don't want to stay in this outfit for the whole world to see me. What should I do? Should I wear a jacket over?

I nodded to myself, zipping the dress and looked at myself in the mirror, with an outfit like this, a jacket will solve the problem and I wouldn't feel as embarrassed as I am just wearing the dress. I let out a sigh and stepped out of the changing room, the staff leading me to a chair just outside where a lovely pair of ivory high heels is greeting me with such elegance that I haven't seen in a pair of shoes before.

I slipped on the shoes and stood up, instantly feeling the sudden change in height and this is definitely a height that I haven't worn before, it totally increases my height easily by 10 centimetres and I would be around the height of some of the members but still rather short because I am already short from the beginning. But nevertheless, I am liking what Yeongwon had chosen out for me to wear except for the dress that I am still not really like because I don't have the confidence to wear them and I have never worn that kind of dress before.

If there is one thing that I would change about this entire outfit, it would be this off-shoulder dress because it is not really my style and I would rather wear a jacket over even if it would look off with the rest of the outfit. Not everyone looks good wearing the same outfit that looked good on the mannequin and on supermodels, when regular people wear those clothes, they look very normal and most of the time it would look out of place if you don't have the right figure for it and I definitely don't have a good figure for off-shoulder dresses.

The door to the other changing room opened and the beautiful bride-to-be emerges from it, looking more beautiful than ever and she already looked beautiful before that. She had the perfect hour glass figure for those dresses and she looked good in them, if I were to wear them, I would look more than a pregnant cow more than anything else.

She stares at me, in awe and she blurted out. "Wow, you look extremely beautiful in that off-shoulder dress! I knew that I wasn't making the wrong choice and I know that you will pull it off well but I have never expected that you would look so good in it, it is as if it was tailored made just for you."

Is she talking about someone? I looked around and there was no one else in the room, all the staff have left the room because they are already done with their job. She can't be talking about me right? I look really bad in this dress and I don't like it, I don't understand why she even chose that dress for me in the first place.

"Yes, that's you! I am talking about you, you are the beautiful person who looks extremely good in that off-shoulder dress." She came closer to me and I sighed. "You don't like it?"

"I don't know what to say this to not offend you but I really don't like what I am seeing in the mirror, this isn't me at all," I told her my opinion about this dress, I really think that I should change into another dress that covers my entire shoulder. "Do you have another choice for me to try on?"

She just gave me a smile. "This is the only dress that I have for you and you really do look good in it, it shows off your perfect shoulders and that collarbone of yours, it looked even sexier when you are wearing this dress." She placed her hands on my now exposed shoulders. "Are you sure that you are going to cover all the beautiful parts of your body on such an eventful day? It is my wedding and you are going to be one of my bridesmaids, I have to make sure that you look as beautiful as you should be."

"But Yeongwon, I have no one to impress at the wedding since I am single and not desirable to all the males out there," I told her my honest thoughts about being single, it is kind of my choice to remain single for so long so that no one can hurt me and it is better to stay single in this era since relationships don't really last and everyone gets divorced after 1 or 2 years of marriage.

"There is!" I was taken aback by her sudden burst of emotions. "You just haven't realized it yet, there are still people out there who will love you for who you are and you have to wait for that person to come to you."

Someone like HoSeok? That guy is only going to treat me like a friend and nothing else, and there is no one important in my life right now. "There is no one in my life."

She let out a huge sigh. "What if I tell you that he is feeling the same way as well? That he had feelings for you and he is having difficulty in telling you about it."