Poems and Rants Of A Killjoy

10:00 PM (Saturday)

"On a scale of one to ten how is your depression today?"

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"You're so fucking useless! You little piece of shit!"

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"How do you think my friends are going to react when they hear that I've been staying at a mental hospital for the past three weeks?!"

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"I'm never going to leave you..."

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"Ow, ouch. That hurts!"

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"No, your wrong. You don't deserve any of this! You've done nothing wrong."

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"I wish we could go outside today, it sucks staying here. I hate that the nurses are always watching us."

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"Hey, look at me. What happened? Why were you crying?"

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"You have chronic depression and what I think will help you long-term is medication and therapy working together to help you. Now I understand that you stayed at a Behavioral Hospital once? That works for short-term. Look, I'm going to write down my cell phone number for you. If you're feeling really down again I want you to call me before you do anything."

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"You better not do anything stupid."

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"I noticed that during group you kept pulling your sleeves down more that other did. You've self-harm recently haven't you?"

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"He cheated on you!?"

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*loud, angry footsteps before the slamming of bedroom door*

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Everything above are things I've heard or things that have been said to me... These have never faded from my mind (it's been years for some of these memories).