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I'm lost,
NO.
Let me try that again.
I'm angry, I'm so fucking angry,
Yes, that's right this time.
I don't know if I'm angry at myself or someone else,
This is true.
Is it my Father, myself or an unseen force?
I really don't know.
I don't know what to do with this pent up anger,
*silence*
What am I becoming?
I've got so many questions...
Do I even want to stop this?
No, I honestly don't and that is what scares me.
I'm not fucking afraid,
Maybe I'm not scared, that was the wrong word... 
I'm angry.

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