27 - I Miss You, Son

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I slowly opened up the carefully folded note.

Was it my mom? I wondered.

As the paper was revealed, so were the neatly written words.

I knew my mom's handwriting... This was hers..

It read;

'Frank,

I'm sorry for what I did to you and Josh. Especially you.

You're both such amazing sons. I was just so scared, I thought I was losing you. .

I didn't want to look weak in front of our family, instead I lost my own two sons.

I heard about the accident from Josh, Gerard told him.

I've explained everything to your brother, Tyler and Gerard already.

I came as soon as I heard the news. I couldn't bear the thought of losing you. Especially with how you feel about me. I couldn't live with that.

As I'm writing this, I'm sitting right beside you. You look so peaceful, happy even.

I'll stay with you as long as it takes.

I want to be here when you're awake.

If I'm not, I asked the nurse to give you this letter.

I'll see you soon...

I was a fucking terrible mother to you. I'm so sorry, Frank.

I  miss you, son.

And I love you,

no matter what.

-xoxo mom'

Holy shit.

Oh my god I love you guys so much. I laugh so much at your funny comments, and my heart warms when I see your supportive ones. Thank you guys so much for reading!!!

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