Loved

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I was laying in Cas's lap. I smiled up at him. I had a look of pure love on my face. Cas looks at me. "What's got you so happy" he asks. "You" I say. "You make me so happy and feel so loved. I just- you make me a better person. I love you so much. God I love you." I say burieing my head into his stomach. "Hey" Cas says lifting my head to look at him. "I love you too Dean. You are such an amazing person. You deserve to be loved. You deserve the world" He leans down and kisses me. "I love you so much Dean. Never forget that." I smiles and nuzzle into him. Cas starts to run his fingers through my hair. He knows that it relaxes me. Slowly I fall asleep in the arms of my boyfriend.

"Dean what the hell is this!!" I'm yanked up off the couch. "What" I say my sleep riddled brain not comprehending what's going on. "What are you doing!! I leave you for two weeks and this is what happens?!" Then it clicks. "Dad" "What do you have to say for yourself" I get out of my dads grip and step back in fear running into someone. I look behind me and see Cas. I feel a little relief. "Well. Dean are you gonna answer me at just stand there mumbling like the idiot you are" Dad yells. I let his words hurt more than I should. "This is umm. This is-" "Stop mumbling. Answer. Me." I flinch in fear. "This is my boyfriend Dad." "Since when did you use boys and when did I say you could." He asks getting closer. "I-I don't 'use' boys dad. And I'm certainly not using him. He is my boyfriend. I love him" I say stepping closer to my dad, testing him. I'm tired of being scared. Dad laughs "You don't even know what love is boy. No one can love you. You don't deserve it anyway. You're just a soldier" I glare at him. "Thats where you're wrong. I know what love is. I know what love is Dad because there are people that I call my family that love me. You're not family. You weren't ever looking out for me. Bobby was. Bobby was always there for me. Bobby is more of a dad than you'll ever be." We are face to face now, John shaking with anger. I turn to walk away but I'm pulled back tripping over something and landing on the glass coffee table, shattering it. I feel the glass sticking into my back. I groan as he kicks and punches me. I manage to get away before more damage is done. The glass digs deeper into my back every time I move. I look up to see Cas above me and Bobby wrestling wrestling John to the ground and Sam looking terrified. I groan and try to get up. "Dean stop moving. You're gonna make it worse." I feel myself being lifted off the ground. I start to to wiggle around trying to get free. "Hey its ok. I'm right here." I hear Cas's voice and calm down. I'm set down on my stomach on a table. "Dean. We need to get the glass out" I hear Sam say. I nod groaning. My shirt is pulled off and I whimper in pain. "This is gonna hurt something awful boy. I'm sorry." "Just get it over with" I grit out. I hear a sigh behind me before something is poured on my my back. It feels like my back is on fire. "Cas" I call out pain laced in my voice. He grabs my hand. "Its gonna be okay. Everything will be fine" I squeeze his hand to tell him I heard him but I feel another spike of pain go through me. "Please make it stop" I whimper. "It will be okay baby I promise" I nod believing him but still whimpering in pain. I feel myself loose consciousness as the pain becomes too much.

When I wake up, I feel warm and safe. Slowly I open my eyes to see I'm in a different room. I look around to see I'm in my room at Bobby's house. I look to my side and see Cas passed out beside me. He still had his clothes on from the last time I saw him. He looked tired. I pull myself towards him and rest my head on his chest. I feel Cas move around a bit before bringing his hand to go through my hair. "I didn't mean to wake you" I looking up at Cas. "It's okay. I'm just glad you are okay" I nod and cuddle him closer. "Are you okay?" I ask. "Yes baby. I'm fine" I lean up and press a kiss to Cas's Cheek. "I love you" I mumble feeling sleepy. I lay back down on Cas's chest. " I love you so so much Dean. Never forget that" I smile and slowly fall back to sleep. Before I completely fall asleep Cas's arms wrap around me and he kisses my head. I fall asleep knowing I'm safe and loved.

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