Destiel Oneshots

You're Okay

Cas and I were laying on the couch watching Tv. It was a stormy day so we decided to just stay in. We were laying on the couch pretty much asleep when a big rumble of thunder startled us both. I sit up rubbing my eyes confused at what happened until another rumble of thunder sent me back to Cas. "Hey it's okay. It's just a little bit of thunder. It can't hurt you" Cas says rubbing my back. "I know, I know. I just got scared" I wasn't always scared of storms but once, when I was little, I got locked outside in a really bad storm and was found by my uncle when he came to check on us. Let's just say he wasn't pleased. I was brought out of my thoughts by another rumble of thunder. I didn't jump as bad but was still very tense. "Hey, it's okay. Relax" Cas said. I sighed and closed my eyes for a second trying to calm down but it doesn't work. My breath starts coming out in shorter and quicker breaths and all I can think about is how scared I am. "C-Cas" I mumble. "Hey, it's okay. Come here" He pulls me to him, having me lean my head against his chest. "Relax, your safe. Just focus on me" I try to focus on anything but the storm but it's just so loud. I whimper pushing myself closer to Cas and covering my ears. The storm seemed to be getting worse by the second. "Shhh, Everything's okay," Cas says. After awhile, once I've calmed myself a little, I pull away from Cas to wipe tears off my face. "Are you okay" Cas asks. Concern was clear in his voice. "N-no but uhm, Can--can we go to the bedroom pl-please," I studder. "Of course," he says. Cas stands up and helps me up. As we walk to the bedroom lightening flashes outside making me flinch. As soon we reach the bedroom I lay down on the bed, burying my face in a pillow. I feel the bed dip down beside me so I look up to see Cas laying down beside me. I shift over to Cas and rest my head on his chest. "I'm sorry," I mumble. "I'm sorry that I'm such a pain in the ass when it comes to storms"
"Hey, it's okay. You've had a bad reputation with storms. It's fine"
I lay there for who knows how listening to Cas' heart beat. I've finally calmed down and so had the storm. Cas had his arms around me as if to protect me from some danger. I'm honestly supprised Cas has stuck around this long. "I love you Cas," I say looking up at him. "I love you too" Cas says kissing my forehead. "Why do you put up with me" I ask.
"Because I love Dean" Cas says like it's the most obvious thing in the world. "But why? You could do so much better. You could have someone who isn't so...damaged" I say after a moment of thought. I sigh and roll over onto my side so I'm facing away from Cas. "Dean, you might be damaged but who cares. Everyone is damaged in some sort of way"
"Some more than others" I mumble.
Cas pulls on my shoulder making it so that I'm laying on my back. "You might be a little more damaged than others but I don't care. I love you and am willing to help you if it really bothers you that much. I love you okay and I don't want to leave you" I turn over hugging Cas and burying my face in his neck. "I love you too Cas. I don't want you to leave" I mumble. "Good because I'm not leaving" Cas shifts so that my head is on his chest. I smile and hug Cas closer. "What would I do without you Cas"