Destiel Oneshots

You're a freak

High school Au where Dean is forced to break up with Cas because of his dad and bullies.

Dean's Pov
All throughout school people have been telling me how worthless I am and how much of a freak I am for dating a guy. Usually it doesn't bother me but lately it has been. Between the people at school yelling at me that I'm worthless and a freak, and my dad saying the same thing, plus that  I'm supposed to be is a soldier, it's all I ever hear anymore. So it's no surprise that I'm starting to believe it.

It was the end of school and I was walking out to my car when I was pulled to the side and slammed up on some lockers. "Winchester" I look up at my attacker and see it's Alistair. "What do you want Alistair" I groan. "What? No hi, hello, how are you" I just glare at him. "What the hell do you want" "You better watch your mouth Freak. Remember the last time you smarted off to me?" I shudder at the thought of Alistair beating me again. "Listen I figured I help you become a little bit less of a freak" I stare at him in shock. "What" I ask. "You heard me loosechester" I glare at him. "How" I mutter. "Well since you asked so nicely, I want you to go break up with your little boyfriend" My eyes widen when he says this. I shake my head no. "No. I- I won't do that" Tears start to build up in my eyes at the thought of breaking up with Cas. "See I knew you were gonna say that so I have a deal for you. You break up with Castiel and I will tell my friends not to beat your little brother to a pulp. Don't break up with him and you won't even recognize him anymore" Anger rises in me when they mention Sam. "Don't you touch Sam. Don't you touch him. I swear I'll kill you" I try to get out of his grip. He slams me onto the wall again. Tears build up in my eyes "Please don't make me do this" "So you want me to beat your brother? Ok." Alistair sets me down and starts to walk away. Panic rises in me "Wait! Wait, I'll do it. Just don't hurt Sam. Please don't hurt Sam" My voice breaks at the end. "Good, now go find your boyfriend. I'm gonna follow to make sure you do this. And don't think about getting back with him after or we will make sure you and Castiel will learn to listen to us. Now I'm sure you don't want us to hurt Cas and you're brother" His voice was sickeningly sweet. I slowly shake my head no. "Good. Now go find your little boy toy" I walk around awhile till I find Cas. He was in the Art room talking to his friends. I can see Alistair staring at me so I walk up to Cas with tears threatening to spill. Cas looks up at me concern crossing his face. "Dean what's wrong" He tries hug me but I flinch and push him back. A look of hurt flashes across Cas's face. I glance over at Alistair who is glaring at me. I close my eyes and take a shakey breath. "Cas, I umm" I start to break down crying. "Cas I have to break up with you" "Dean what are you talking about" I glance at Alistair who is still glaring at me some how looking even more evil. "I have to break up with you" Tears are streaming down my face and look of hurt on Cas's face breaks my heart. I glance at Alistair. He looks bored and is starting to leave. I panic thinking he was gonna go hurt Sam. In my panic I yell "I'm breaking up with you Castiel" a lot more forceful and mean than I meant to. I turn and run out of the room before he could say anything. I run out to my car where Sam was and immediately pull him into a hug. "Are you okay?" I ask once I pull away. "Yeah. Yeah I'm fine. What's wrong?" "Thank goodness" I mutter. Sam and I get in the car and drive home. As I'm driving home all I can think about is Cas and how I've messed everything up. He deserves better than me. I don't deserve him. I pull into our driveway but see my dad's car. He wasn't supposed to be home for awhile. I groan and put my head on the steering wheel. "Sam go up to your room and don't come out until I say okay?" "But Dean-" he starts. I cut him o saying "Don't argue. Just go" We get out of the car and walk into the house and Sam immediately goes up to his room. I walk into the kitchen to find my dad sitting at the table, like he was waiting for me. "Dad" I say cautiously. He doesn't say anything so I walk closer. The closer I get, the more alcohol I can smell. "Dad" I say louder. He looks up at me "What do you want?" I can tell he was drunk. "Umm- what-what are you doing home so early" He rolls his eyes and stands up grabbing another beer. "I finished my job early. Why? You want to 'sneak' out and see that stupid boyfriend of yours? God you're such a freak."  He muttered the last part. I'm pretty sure I wasn't supposed to hear that part. I feel tears start to build in my eyes. "He-he's not stupid. And he's not my boyfriend anymore" I say quietly. "Stop mumbling boy. I taught you better" "I SAID HE'S NOT MY BOYFRIEND ANY MORE" I scream. "We broke up because a guy at school threatened to hurt Sam if I didn't so I broke up with Cas. I protected Sam and I got rid of the only other person that actually gave a damn about me. I got rid of the only other person that can make me happy. Are you proud of me?! Are you proud of me dad?!! Are you proud that I've become your little emotionless soldier?! Are proud that the on thing I ever feel anymore is guilt and pain?!?" I didn't realize I was screaming until I stopped. I looked at my dad and said "You know, if mom were still alive she wouldn't be proud. She would hate me. She would hate the person I've become" That was the snapping point for dad. He swung his bottle at me breaking it over my head. He lunged at me knocking me to the ground before repeatedly punching me. I try to fight back but I tire out too quickly. I notice movement out of the corner of my eye I see Sam come out of his room. "Sam run!" I watch Sam run out of the house. I try to get away myself but dad keeps me pinned down. "You are worthless Dean. You really are worthless and a freak. If your mom was here she wouldn't love you at all. She wouldn't care about you" I finally get away from my dad long enough to get out to the impala where Sam was already waiting. I drive until I find finally break down. I rest my head on the steering wheel and cry. I don't care that Sam is in the back seat. I don't care he probably thinks I'm weak for crying. I don't care anymore. "Dean I don't care that you are crying and I don't think you are weak" I look over at Sam who was in the front seat now. "Well you should. I'm weak for crying. Dad says-" "Forget about Dad. He doesn't matter. What he says doesn't matter. It's okay to cry" I nod not having anything else to say. "Dean what happened at school today." I sigh not really wanting to talk. "C'mon Dean talk to me" Sam says. "Alistair threatened to hurt you. He said if I didn't break up with Cas he would beat you and land you in the hospital. I wasn't gonna let that happen Sam. I can't let that happen. He also threatened me and Cas if I didn't listen. I had to protect you two. I had to" My voice breaks and I know that I'm crying again. "Dammit" I say trying to wipe away tears. I try so hard to protect the people I love. I try to be strong. But all it adds up to is me crying like a baby in the impala because of a stupid break up. Sam hugs me "I'm sorry" he says. "It's not your fault" I say. " I'm going to drive us to Bobby's. Going back home is not a good Idea right now" I drive to Bobby's and let Sam go off to his room. Bobby doesn't question us knowing how our dad is and what he does. I go take a shower seeing as I had beer on me because of dad. When I get out of the shower and put on sweat pants. I look in the mirror and look at all the bruises blossoming over my chest. I also had a pretty bad black eye forming. The bruises on my chest I was used to and I could hide but a black eye I couldn't. I sigh and put on my shirt before walking into the kitchen. When I walked into the kitchen my eyes widened. Cas was sitting at the kitchen table talking to Bobby. "C-Cas" I mutter slightly scared. Cas immediately stands up looking at me. "Dean. I uhm I came to talk to you" "What's going on" I say looking between Cas and Bobby. Bobby walks forward saying "He wants to talk to you. And from what it sounds like there are a lot of things to talk about. Dean, he cares about you a lot" Bobby said pointing back at Cas. "And I know you care about him just as much so talk to him. Don't push him away" Bobby leaves, leaving just me and Cas in the kitchen. I look over at Cas. He looks like he's been crying just as much as I have. "Dean" he says walking closer to me. "Dean please talk to me" "I-uhm-I. What-what are you doing here" I mentally cringe at how stupid I sound. "Sam told me you were here. That's not the point. What happened today Dean" There it is the question I've been trying to avoid. "Uhm- a lot of things happened today Castiel" I turn around to leave but Cas turns me around and keeps his hands on my shoulder. "Don't do that. Don't shut me out. Talk to me. I know whatever happened had to do with Alistair. After you ran out of the art room he snickered and said something about being a freak, then tried to make a move on me" I look at Cas in shock. "Really" I ask. Cas nods. "What did you do" I ask. "I gave him a bloody nose" My eyes widen. I didn't know Cas could hurt someone. "I can if they hurt you now talk to me. What happened?" We end up leaving the kitchen and sitting on a couch. I explain everything that happened with Alistair and how he threatened Sam. I also explained why I was here and not my house. Of course by the time I got done I was a crying mess. "Dean. You could've talked to me. We could have told someone. You didn't have to listen to Alistair" "I-I know. I was just so scared that he would hurt Sam or you. I just-I just didn't know w-what to do. I didn't want either of you to get hurt" Cas pulls me into a hug and I bury my face into his neck, sobbing. "I'm sorry Cas. I didn't want any of this to happen. I didn't want to break up with you. I didn't have a choice" I sob. Cas hugs me tighter and gently rubs my back. "Shh. It's okay. Just calm down" We sit in silence for awhile until calm down. I finally decide to ask "Will you be my boyfriend again Cas" "I would be happy too" Cas says. I smile and lean up and kiss Cas. I couldn't help it. I was just so happy to have him back. "I love you Cas" "I love you too Dean"
No one's Pov
Dean eventually falls asleep cuddled with Cas. His head was on Cas's chest and his arms were holding onto Cas like a life line but Cas didn't care because there was a Smile on Dean's face.