Destiel Oneshots

Thunder sure sounds like hell

Sam and Dean had just got back from a hunt. Dean was sitting in his room listening to Metallica when he hears a crash. He thought it was Sam running into something but he was proven wrong when another crack of thunder hit. Dean flinches and decides to go ask Sam about the storm. "Hey Sam" Dean asks walking into the library. "Is it supposed to storm tonight?" Sam looks up at Dean. "Yeah. Its actually supposed to storm all night. Why?" "I-uh-no reason just asking" Dean says. Sam gives him a wary look but doesn't question him. Dean goes back to his room and listens to his music trying to drown out the storm. Dean gives up after awhile still being able to hear the thunder.
Dean's Pov
It was storming outside which means I'm going to loose the 4 hours of sleep I normally get and I'm going to go into a panic attack at some point. Ever since I got out of hell, thunder reminds me of all the people yelling and screaming and pleading because they didn't belong there. Or all the screams of pain that I caused. Usually Cas is here to help bring me out of these thoughts but he was gone this time doing something, I don't know what.
My thoughts continue down this dark path until I was a whimpering, sobbing mess. If it wasn't the thunder tormenting me it was my thoughts. I had my hands over my ears and my eyes squeezed shut. I was crying and sobbing so much that I hadn't realized Cas had showed up. When I felt a hand on my shoulder And I looked up scared of who it was only to see I was looking into the bright blues eyes of my angel. "Cas" I whimper. He immediately takes me into his arms and lays us down on the bed. "Dean can you hear me" Cas asks. I try to say yes but it comes out as a whimper. "Dean. I need you to listen to me okay? Can you do that for me sweetheart?" I nod not trusting my voice. "Dean. You aren't in hell okay? You're not going back to hell. I will protect you from anything or anyone that tries to hurt you. You are here on earth with me Dean. You are safe" Cas continues on with this for awhile. Soon I've calmed down and Cas is running his fingers through my hair making me feel sleepy. I have my head on his chest and an arm across his stomach. "Thank you" I mumble. "For what" Cas asks. "For pulling me out of hell. And my thoughts" I add as an after thought. "I would do it again. If I had to. I would do it a thousand times if it meant I could do this" Cas wraps his arms around me and leans down and gently kisses me. The kiss was simple but so full of love I couldn't help but smile afterwards. "I love you Angel" I yawn. "I love you too baby. Now go to sleep you've had a stressful night" Cas says. I hum, cuddling closer. The last thing I hear before falling asleep was Cas telling me he loves me and will always protect me.