Hard Times

Chapter 7

Clarkes POV
I didn't even know what was going on anymore. Bellamy lead me into the backseat of a car I hadn't seen before. Then he got in on the other side and we drove away from my house.

Bellamy held me in his arms as we drove to who knows where. A woman was driving the car which I figured must be his mom, because right next to her was Octavia.

I could see Octavia looking back at me but not in an I'm going to kill your way. She looked worried about me. I also could see Bellamy's mom trying to talk to me while glaring at me through the rear view mirror of the car but I was to focused on my thoughts to pay attention to what she was saying.

I stabbed someone, not just anyone but my own father. And the thing was I didn't need to stab him, I could've just knocked him out and called the police but when I saw him hurting  Bellamy I couldn't control myself. 

I didn't talk about the whole car ride. While I sat there in silence Bellamy called Murphy and Raven. After he told them what had just happened, they asked to talk to me but I didn't want to talk to anyone right now.

After ten minutes we arrived at Bellamy's house. Well, I guess this was where I was staying for the night.

Bellamy helped me out of the car and walked me inside. His mom told us it was fine if I stayed in Bellamy's room because she knew we were just friends. I also just killed someone so I'm pretty sure she knew we weren't going to do anything.

Bellamy and I walked up the stairs to his room and I sat me on the bed. He handed me another one of his shirts since the one I was wearing now had blood all over it. Before I started changing he turned around.

After I changed Bellamy and I both laid down on the bed. "I killed someone," I thought to myself realizing  I had said it out loud. Bellamy sat up and looked at me.

"He was a terrible person and you were just trying to save me if it wasn't for you id probably be dead." Bellamy always knew how to make me feel better.

I lied in bed but for hours but I couldn't sleep so Bellamy said he would stay up with me until I fell asleep.

He was so sweet and I had to admit, I kind of liked him. He was always there whenever I needed him, he made me laugh, he never gave up on me, and I mean he was also the fucking hottest guy id ever seen in my life. But I had to stop feeling this way because I knew he wouldn't like me back.

Bellamy ended up falling asleep, but I didn't want to walk him up. He had already done so much for me today.

As I tossed and turned I started hearing someone opening bellamys window. I grabbed his baseball bat that was next to his dresser and walked up to the window not knowing what to expect.

Suddenly a blond girl jumped through it "who the hell are you? "Bellamy told me to come over,  and he didn't tell me you were going to be here but I'm down for a threesome, " she said. I almost gagged at the thought.

Then I heard Bellamy wake up but his eyes were still closed. I saw him open his eyes and realized I wasn't in bed. That's when he looked up at us and his cheeks turned red.

"Hey Bellamy, are you still down for tonight?" she asked. He ignored her question and turned to me. Our eyes locked. "Clarke I'm so sorry, I told her to come over before what happened tonight. I can tell her to leave."