Hard Times

Chapter 19

Bellamys POV
I woke up with my arms wrapped around Clarkes waist. It took me a moment to remember what happened last time, then it all came flooding back. I got really drunk at some bar and some dude started beating me up, then Clarke saved me.

Out of the 7.3 billion people in this world how did i get lucky enough to meet her. I thought for a moment that maybe i slept through my hangover but then the sun peeked out from the trees and my head began to pound. Then i felt all my lunch from yesterday slowly go up my mouth. I ran to Clarkes bathroom and threw up in the toilet.

Why did i decide to drink so much last night. Clarke got out of her bed and walked to me. She stood outside of the bathroom "was it really that bad?" She asked referring to what we did last night. "No not at all it was amazing, but all that drinking caught up to me"

"O shit your hungover. Get in the shower then put it on hot water, cold window, hot water then cold water again. While your in the shower i'll make you toast and eggs to bring up your blood sugar and my famous hangover drink" Clarke said and walked over to the shower to twist the knob on. She turmed on the water and motioned for me to get in.

I took off my shirt and Clarke drolled. "Hey princess my eyes are up here and how do you know all this stuff?" i asked her now undoing my belt buckle. "My dad wasn't the only one who got drunk to get away from his problems, the only difference was he was mine" she told me.

"If you every need to talk about your dad to someone im here for you ok?" i kissed her on the cheek. "Ok... thanks for everything Bellamy i don't know where i would be without you" she told me and closed the door.

After 15 minutes of torcher i finally got out of the shower. I grabbed a towel and tucked it on my waist. I opned the bathroom door and made my way to the kitchen. Clarke made it dark so my head wouldn't hurt anymore then it did now. She sat at the table and through me some clothes to put on. "After my dad died i couldn't bring myself to get rid of his stuff so i keep them in a box under my bed. These are his i hope thats ok"

"Yes of course" i told her. I decided to just change right there. She put both her hands on her chin and smiled as i took off my towel. "Stop being so creppy" i said laughing. She strugged her shoulders and continued staring. I changed and sat at the table. Clarke placed a white plate in my hands with eggs and toast it looked so good. "Just wondering how did you even get into that bar last night your underage" Clarke asked.

"Fake ID, Miller got one for me". Clarke got up from her seat to make my hangover drink, it was dark brown i had a feeling this was going to be gross. While Clarke was making it she got a phone call. She talked on the phone and slid me the drink. I curiously watched her pace back and fouth on the phone.

After about ten minutes she ended the call. "Who was it?" i asked. "It's Octavia, Jasper just broke up with her she needs me right now. Is it ok if i go? I can stay and take care of you if you want"

"No she needs you but when did she even start dating Jasper?" Clarke got her phone and keys while talking to me. "They've been dating since you stopped talking to us, alot has happened in the past 2 months Bellamy" she told me and i realised i missed so much time with my friends. Would they ever even forgive me for acting like they didn't exict.

Clarke headed out the door but before she closed it she asked a question. "Bellamy... what are we?" she asked while swinging the door back and forth. "Together i was hoping" she smiled. "O ok well bye bell take a nap and drink alot of water ill be back later" i told me and closed the door as i headed to her room.

Clarkes POV

I knocked on the door and Aurora answered it once again. "Hey dear Octavias in her room crying she won't talk to me but i got you guys a bucket chocolate ice cream, and any chance you and Bellamy got back together" she asked hopefully.

"Yea actually" i told her. "Thats so great i can't wait till you guys get married" she said and handed me the bucket of ice cream with two spoons. "Woo Aurora don't get ahead of yourself, i love Bellamy more then anything in this world but i need to get a doctors degree and i cant be tied down" i told her. "Im just happy you two are together again" she said and walked away still wearing that pink robe like usual. I ran up the stairs and into Octavias room.

Her room was so dirty, clothes were all over her brown tiled floor and tissues on her pink bed spread. I got closer and saw five other empty bucket of ice cream on her white night stand. Guess this wasn't the first bucket of ice cream she had. I placed the ice cream on her night stand. Then i jumped right on top of Octavia and hugged her tight while she layed on the bed. "Ow" she told me.

"Sorry boo you ok? What happened with jasper?" i asked her. "He uh... he" she tried to tell me but couldn't speak because she was crying to much. i got off of her, opened the ice cream and handed her a spoon. "Its ok take your time" i told her as i stroked her back.

"He didn't cheat on me but he said he couldn't be with me anymore because he has been hanging out with Maya for awhile and he likes her now". She sobbed while shoving the ice cream into her mouth. "You'll find someone better i know it"

We put on the Notebook because we're stupid and apparently wanted to cry. "Clarke?" she turned to me. "Yea" i replied. "Promise will be best friends forever?" she asked holding her pinkie out. "Promise" i said as we wrapped our pinkies together.