Hard Times

Chapter 16

Bellamys POV
All the police officers just looked at Clarke bleeding out on the ground. "Don't fucking stare call the damn ambulance!" i yelled at them, they radioed in what happened. I started giving Clarke CPR but she still wasn't breathing. "Please don't die on me, i need you" i said as i fell onto her chest and cried.

I started to feel fingers brush through my hair i thought it was Clarke so i smiled and lifted my head from her chest, but it wasn't Clarke it was Octavia. "What are you doing here and how did you even figure what happened?" I asked her as i started do CPR on Clarke again but she still wasn't breathing.

"Mark called me (Bellamys dads friend) and told me what happened, i wanted to see if Clarke was ok is she?" Octavia asked as she kneeled down next to me and Clarke. "I dont know she isn't breathing" i told her and cried louder. Octavia put her arm on my shoulder "bell im so sorry for your lost" she said. I took her hand off of my shoulder "she's not dead she can't be!" I yelled at Octavia.

"Shes not breathing shes dead, im sorry" i held Clarkes cold blue hand then the ambulance arrived. "Over here hurry she's not breathing" i told them. They ran to Clarke and put her in the ambulance, i was about to go inside with her when they told me i couldn't and would have to drive there. I nodded so they would hurry to the hospital.

Octavia and i sat in the back of Marks police car in silence as we went to the hospital. "Bellamy im really sorry i know i haven't been the nicest to Clarke its just" i stopped her from continuing. "You what Octavia? you ruined Clarkes life. She told me she wanted to kill herself because of you, like you can't just beat up people who look at your boyfriend for a second!"

Mark looked back at us for a minute and then continued looking at the road. "I know and i regret doing that to her so much but i just didn't want Finn to do to other girls what he did to me". She started crying i got closer to her "what did he do to you Octivia?!" I asked her.

"He cheated on me, beat me and called me a slut everyday" i hugged her tight. "I'm so sorry Octavia i should've known when you came home with bruises i just always thought it was from cheerleading. Im supposed to protect you im your older brother but ive just ignored all the signs"

"Stop it Bellamy don't blame yourself and i know you hated the person ive been since i met Finn but thats not who i am. The truth is i hate cheerleading its stupid, i like math and writing, and partys suck" we stopped hugging. "Theres the sister i know and love" i smiled, in that moment i forgot about all the shit that was going on but then we arrived at the hospital and i was rushed back to reality.

I ran out of the car and into the hospital Octavia followed close behide me. I ran in and the docters walked up to me "Sir are you ok" they asked. Why would they even ask that i thought and then looked down at my shirt, it was covered in Clarkes blood, that worried me more.

"I'm fine, im here for Clarke Griffin she was stabbed is she ok" i asked as the nurse and i walked back to the front desk. "I'm sorry sir unless your her immediate family i can't give you any information" she said. "I'm her husband" i told her. Octavia nugged me and mouthed "what are you doing" i ignored her. "Well in that case she is in surgery ill tell you when shes out"

"Is she going to be ok? Why is she in surgery?" I asked "there was some internal bleeding the docters are trying to fix and i dont know sir im sorry, you can wait in the waiting room" she said and pointed to it Octavia and i sat down.

I was so relieved that Clarke started breathing again i thought she was dead. But i was also really nervous about her being in surgery for internal bleeding. I closed my eyes and tried to relax. She is going to be fine everything is going to be fine i said to myself.