Painful Thoughts And Memories

Something not so special

Let the light lead me somewhere safe, somewhere warm and colorful...

Help me out of this darkness, pull me out of its grasp so I can be free and happy,

Its claws dig in further the more I try to escape...

Everything is so cold and black, I can't see anything but the red eyes that surround me and whisper horrible things to me...

"Your worthless"

"you'll never amount to anything"

"The world is better without you"

I cover my ears but they get louder, the more I try to ignore... the more they scream,

What can I do?

Everything hurts when I try to move...

Its so cold that it burns to breath...

The tears that escape from my eyes are the only thing keeping me warm...

The crimson slowly leaks from my flesh and down my arms as the darkness grips tighter...

Will I ever escape this retched life...

Will anyone ever save me from this misery....

Or am I really everything they say I am?