Painful Thoughts And Memories

Time

It passes slowly as my throat begins to close, my mouth begins to dry, lips dried shut and vision going blurry from lack of oxygen. Can this be? Why does this happen so slowly?
I feel the movement around me from the life being brought into the world as I lay here starting to decay, I can't feel my legs anymore, moving has become impossible...
Is this really how this should be? I look at the sky as it begins to fade into the oblivion, I see my hands shaking but I can't feel them...
I feel all the people watching me as I lay incapable of moving, is there a way to fight this?
Tic tic... I hear the clock chime as it strikes 1 o' clock... The sounds are like needles digging into my skin, every vibration brings me close to the fade.
Tic tic ti... The clock stops and everything begins to slow, the world has stood still.
My lungs burst and my heart stops, i can then feel my whole body but I feel nothing but pain, I feel the warm scarlet liquid escape my mouth.
Everything goes dark, I can't feel the pain anymore and then I hear it....
Tic tic...