Painful Thoughts And Memories

Daddy

All these feelings and emotions filled with darkness.... I can't concentrate on anything anymore... I want him back I want to feel his arms around me and hear his heart beating as I lay my head on his chest... I want to smell his body spray in the air when he's getting ready for work.... I want to hear his laugh as he's watching his favorite movie or a tv show but most of all I want to feel him squeeze my hand and just sit next to him again... See him smile at me just once more with no cares in the world... Hug him just one last time... Hear him say " I love you munchkin" or call me small fry one last time.... Just feel him, hear him just anything... I would do anything just to hear his heart beat one last time... Hear him in the morning... Hug him when I wake up... I want him so much... I can't take this pain anymore... Hiding the tears and hurt to stay strong for everyone else.... It kills me too much... I just want... My daddy back with me... Every moment I want a hug from you... To see your smile and to hear that laugh that makes you sound like an evil scientist.... I wanna hear something that you're writing in your book... That would be the best thing ever

R.I.P Curtis Workman