Painful Thoughts And Memories

Just...

Just let me lay here and decompose.
Let my body melt into the earth,
Maggots crawling through me.
Feeling the warmth from the burning below me.
Let the flames consume my soul.
Just forget me,
Everyone does eventually...
Don't miss me.
Don't pretend to feel a great loss as you see me disappear...
Just please,
Leave me be.
Let me lie on this cold dirt,
The earth swallows me whole.
Just sit there and watch like you always have, and always will.
Please stop looking at me like that.
Dont feel sad, bad and mad when I'm withering away right before your eyes.
Dont start to care now... when I didn't matter before this.
Just please leave and let me be.