Painful Thoughts And Memories

Sinking

Dont know what to feel anymore.
I'm sinking further and further into this hole,
I feel pains in the pit of my stomach.
That just keep getting worse,
What am I supposed to do?
Why am I like this?
Drowning in my own self pity.
Nobody to save me from myself...
No one cares enough.
Can I save myself?
Why even bother trying?
Everything hurts at this point and I just want it to end.
Sinking further and further down.
Letting darkness consume me.
I'm tired of fighting to survive everyday just to feel more pain than I did before.
Let me sink.