Painful Thoughts And Memories

Thoughts

The thoughts in my head spinning,
Round and round they go
Not knowing where I am,
Where I'm going.
Feeling lost...
No where to turn;
No where to hide from my fate.
Living is hell
Breathing hurts.
I dont know where to go,
Or who to be.
Why am I feeling this?
Is this who I am supposed to be?
Where I'm supposed to be?
Why?
These thoughts are draining me,
Slowly killing me
Painfully but...
Surely.