Painful Thoughts And Memories

This world

How do people open their eyes every day and smile

I can't do it

every morning I wake my soul is filled with regret.

I don't belong this is earth anymore,

there's nothing left for me to do beside close my eyes for the last time

I can feel the reaper coming for me

the dark has taken over

but there's nothing I can do

its like something is pulling me away

nothing can see me

nothing will even try anyways

how could anyone be happy.

people walk with there eyes closed

while I walk with them open

I see what no one cares to pay attention to

how do people walk in this world of pain, war and tear... I can't do it anymore