Chapter 40

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Song- Springsteen by Eric Church

Annabelle's pov

Ok I might have over-reacted yesterday. I mean I'm hormnal crap thing whatever. Hayden didn't even cry. I was the only one crying. The hormones I tell ya. I went to bed with Hayden last night. She wasn't used to the bed alone and neither am I anymore. We shared a bedroom and sometimes a bed at our old houses and here we shared a bed. Now we both have Hayes and Sam and we shared a bed with them. Not together of course but ya know. I got behind her. She looks at me then back at her dog tags.

"He left. I can't believe he left. He's my life." I smirk.

"Well I'm in a life and death situation. Well for someone else. It could kill me. He'll be back hun. I said stroking her hair. She sighs and turns over to look at me. She looks at my belly then at me.

"Tell me this is some joke. I'm having a dream. We both are. We'll wake up and be with our parents again." I shake my head.

"He really left, I'm really pregnant with Hayes's baby, our parents are well gone forever, we did go live with our abusive aunt and uncle, we really found the guys, This is all really sis. Do you really wish it was a dream? Never meeting the guys. Never understand what life really is. Being the perfect children our parents wanted us to be."

"You are the perfect child they wanted us to be." I laugh and look at my belly.

"Really? I could be on 16 & pregnant over here." She chuckles.

"Well you are perfect in everyone's eyes. Even mine."

"Not everyone. Every time someone finds out that I'm pregnant, they give me a disgusted look like I'm some mutant. Everyone sees you as the better twin now. You might still have the job but..."

"Wait how do you know that?" I give her a look.

"I'm your sister. I know you better than you think. Also you are all over the newpaper. Don't ask, I've read everything in the house."

"Anyway to me no one's perfect. Everyone has their flaws. Being perfect in some else's eyes is diffeent then being perfect. You ain't perfect and I know this. I'm not perfect and you know it. Perfect doesn't exist. Sam thinks you're perfect. Hayes thinks I'm perfect. We think they are. It depends on what's your type of perfect." She looks at me and then at my belly and then at the at the dog tags. She smiles.

"You're right." We snuggle together and fall asleep.

I love my sister. She's my friend, my best friend, mother, and most importantly my twin. When she woke up, she was cheerful again. He'll be back in two years. She gets happier when she hears that. We are visiting our horses today. Of course Hayes tagged along to carry me. He's going to get me fatter cause I'm not moving 10 steps without him touching me or picking me up. I'm not even that pregnant yet. We got to the stables and I got Sugarplum. Hayes wouldn't let me on her without him on her. So I was washing her a little. Hayden was laughing at me everytime Hayes would stop me from getting on. This ain't even funny. I look at Hayes.

"Look I've been riding before this horse. This horse is my best friend. I'm going to be fine. If you want, we can go to the doctor's to see but I've talk to women who said they had children and they rode. They rode till they were 5 months pregnant. That's when the saddle doesn't feel good. So please, let me get on my horse. I won't do races or jumps or dances. Just ride." He looks at me with worried eyes.

"Fine but Hayden and I are going to be right behind you." I roll my eyes. He sets me on Sugarplum after he saddled her up. I couldn't which again Hayden laughed at. I sent her a glare which made her laugh harder.

"Shut up Hayden." I said. She stops for a minute and then bust into more laughter. It made me laugh. Hayes looks at us laughing. He shakes his head and got on his horse. I rode out first. Hayes on my left and Hayden on my right.

"Hayes, I didn't know you could get even more protective. My mother rode while prego with twins. Annabelle will be fine." Hayden said. Hayes just stays quiet. I look at Hayden.

"Sam's going to be the same way, ya know." Her eyes get big and she looks at me.

"He is, well shit. That's going to be so much fun." She said sarcasticly. I chuckle.

"Maybe it'll be better when more come." I said. Hayden stops suddenly. She looks me in the eyes.

"Are you talking about having more children, Annabelle?" I look at her and smile innoccently and sped up. Hayes was just in daydream land. I know he wants a big family like me. He noticed I was ahead of him so he rode to catch up while Hayden was just thinking.

"You didn't mean to get pregnant, did you?"

"No. I was surprise that I did. I'm not an expert in that kind of stuff. I never really read about it. Math and writing were my things."

"We should've had the talk." Hayden said.

"The what?" Hayes stops and looks at me.

"That explains so much." He said.

"Explain what? What's the talk? What the heck is going on?"

"The sex talk Annabelle. It would explain why you use birth control, condoms, extra." He said.

"Hayden I'm confuse. Mom nor dad said a thing about them things. Neither did Aunt nor Uncle. I know condoms. Those I know. It slip my mind to use them."

"It did mine too. I'm sorry, Annabelle."

"Don't be sorry, Hayes. Bunny is my gift for my birthday. It's also Hayden's." Hayden scoffs.

"Lovely late birthday present." She says.

"Yes it was. Anyway, I love you Hayes. Parenting is something I'm not use to but I'll learn. Please chill." He stops my horse. He kissed me. He pulls back and looks at me.

"Well, since we've told your sister and my brother. It's time to tell my parents." I freeze. I never met them. I've talked to them over phone and his mom loves me. Oh well crap.

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