15 Shades Of Blue

The One who Moved the Paralyzed

Dear Louisa,

I think I smelled the first rains and I want to go outside, you know how much I love the petrichor.

The wheelchair does not move an inch further even though I used all my strength.

And I have been wondering how much of an effort you have to put into it.

I don't see you around, I think you went to buy groceries I hope you took the umbrella.

You return with all these bags in your hands and they make me feel even more helpless, I wish I could accompany you and hold them for you.

You rest me on the bed by the window and I keep staring at the blushes of pink skies drown into dead silence of purple evenings.

You shut the window whenever it rains, for you know how easily I catch the flu but today I feel the cool sprays over my face and I want to run barefoot over the grass.

Although, I stay quiet about these things but I miss them.

I miss making those hazelnut brownies and ginger muffins for you, I didn't try making them after the day you heard that bowl break and came running down to see if I was okay, that's when it hit me, the first time after the operation.

I miss putting orchids in your favourite flower vase, it makes my inside crumble to see the same vase covered in dust. I see how tired you get each day after returning from the job and taking care of me that you barely get the time to decorate and light up the place you've loved, your sweet home.

The house that once sparkled with fancy bright colours now is just a grey land of gloom and I see how your lucid black eyes have now lost their charm. They are now swollen with red veins criss-crossing all over.

The piano lies alone wrapped in a white cloth, I can't even imagine how much it's keys yearn for your soft fingers because oh dear god, I can't go a day without feeling them.

And it feels like, even though they saved me from dying yet so many things died.

Sometimes, your gentle sighs escape through the door and reach my ears at midnight. And I know it has caused you more hurt than me.

I just lost my legs but you lost the desire to live your life for yourself, you've stopped all the things you loved and my beloved, trust me I never imagined that I'd ever be the reason.

I always wanted to be your Sunshine, never those grey clouds floating aimlessly all over the sky.

I hope I return back the warmth to you someday for now all I have is a hug to sync our heartbeats together.

Love,
Will

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So this is a scene from the movie "Me Before You." It really touched me to the core. Also guys I have a song recommendation while reading this:
"Not Today" By Imagine Dragons while reading to catch the best glimpses from the movie. I have attached it in the media.

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