Gay

One

Shaynes POV

I was walking to football practice after school. I passed by some other people that I knew. I walked past Olivia who waved. I knew her from pretty much the beginning of time. She was my best friend for life but nothing could help me as I was realizing I was gay. Nobody was making me realize I was gay but I just had this feeling. I think I had turned a bit down and emo because I have been crying in the car on the way to school not knowing what I should do. And I've been listening to some pretty weird music

I just felt connected to it and it felt right. I haven't let it change appearance because I think I'm still the same Shayne. Just going through some rough times. I promise I'm not wearing eyeliner with my black hair lip rings. I'm not like that but it's just right now realizing that I'm gay and no ones knows. It's just a bit too much for me. I walked in the locker room and got out some football clothes.

I got my gear and pants on not knowing that someone else was there. Normally I'm the first one so I don't have to be with other people while changing but I guess the new player came early. I looked to my right and saw the new player put on his shirt covering his ripped body and abs. I couldn't help but look at it. I knew everyone's schedule but his. I knew it to avoid them all. I walked out not looking at him and just did some drills

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