The first day dragged on very slowly, I didn't talk to anyone and no one bothers to talk to me. I made my way out side to my locker and grabbed the spear books from my previous lessons and walked outside and waited for Jake.
" Hey" Jake called from the entrance of the school
"Hey " I reply blankly. I wasn't in the mood to talk at the moment my feet hurt so bad
" Not your chatty self " Jake pointed out and stopped walking to look at me
" My feet hurt I had to have a tour guide around the whole school" I say back
" Fair point " he replies and we carry on waking in science but it wasn't awkward silence.
We finally reached home and let our self's in because mum and dad were probably sorting out their work. I slowly make my way upstairs and get changed into some soft leggings and a baggy shirt. I quickly brushed trough my long hair and touched up my mascara and headed back downstairs.
" When's mum and dad coming home ?" I asked jumping onto out large sofa
" They left a note saying the'll be back by five " he replied blankly at the wall
" Ugh " I sigh and get up to get some juice. I pour the juice into two glasses and walk back over to the sofa and hand Jake his drink.
We stayed silent for a while but this time it was a little awkward.
" Hey you alright ? what you thinking about ?" I ask trying to make conversation
" Just school " he replied sighing
" I know for fact that's a lie " I say seeing right through him. we both can't lie to each other we always know when one if us is lying.
" You know I just miss my friends , and how mum and dad don't seem to care that they just took us away from them" he replies with a sigh but a blank expression on his face.
" Well yeah I know. I only had one friend there and just before we left she told me she hated me and she only was my friend because she felt sorry" I say tears building up in my eyes.
" Hey , I know , I know it's hard but I'm always here for you forever . Jake said " hey come here " he added patting a spit next to him
I slowly make my way over to him and he pulls me into a tight hug but hugs with my brother were different they went fake like mums or dads they were real. I look up to see him with tears in his eyes but not falling.
" Did my hug stop you from crying ? " He asked with a smile
" Yeah " I nod and return the smile.
" I know I'm your brother and all but I can't wait to see the day when a boy will fall completely in love with you and can make you feel happy" he says
" That day will probably never come " I say sighing
" Whys that then ? Your absolutely beautiful ! Even with the flaws" he says
" Yeah okay , but you know what mum and dad are like " I reply
" You know what fuck what they think ! It's up to you who you date and I will support it ! unless he's a complete dick " he says with a chuckle witch made me laugh
" Yeah okay " I say both of us wiping the tears that we had from lagging so hard
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Me and Jake had been watching TV ever since we came home. I so desperately wanted time to go slow because I know that wen mum and dad get home I'm going to be questioned about my day.
" Sweeties we're home !" Our mum shouted as she walked through the door, dad following behind.
" Oi mum we're trying to watch TV if you don't mind and hey what's for dinner ?" Jake called as soon as she shouted
" Well nice to see you too , I always get the most loveliest welcomes when I get home" my mum sighed
" Mum we saw each other today , it's not like you've been gone for years" Jake grunts and walks over towards the kitchen where everyone divided to go. I swung my legs up and watched TV again for another hour or so.
" Hey sis dinners ready " Jake called poking his head from around the door frame. I didn't say anything I just smiled and got up and walked to the kitchen and sat down in front of my dinner.
" So how was your day Jake ? " My mum asked smiling at him like he's the king. Jake cleared my throat before replying
" Um yeah it was okay I guess " he replied shrugging
" Why okay ? what happened ? are you alright ? who.. " Mum was cut of by Jake
" Mum for god sake it's the first day if school and we only had a school tour so I don't really know what it's like yet "he replied
" Oh yeah sorry love. oh yeah how was your day ?" she says blankly looking at me like I'm trash
" Nothing from the ordinary " I say
" Did you talk to anyone ?" My mum asked
"Yeah course " I say completely lying
" Good " he replied
I stayed silent I didn't know what else to say. I was in a world of my own thinking about summer and spending time with my brother like we always do when mums voice snapped me out of my thoughts
" Were you even listening ?" she says slightly annoyed
" What sorry " I say looking down
" Ugh lovely to have a daughter that can't even be bothered to listen to you " she says.
" To he honest I really don't know why your brother hangs around with you ! I mean c'mon your in your own world and you've got nothing but a boring personality" she replies but this time a tear slipped down my cheek.
"You do nothing but mope around and drag your brother into all your crap and he doesn't deserve any of your crap ! " My mum shouts
" Honey calm down she's not worth it "my dad finally speaks up and the first thing he says about me is that I'm worthless. wow
" MUM DAD !!! How fucking dare you speak to her like that !! She's your daughter !! I love having her as a sister and hanging round with her because she actually has the most out going and fun personality ever !! She just never shows it because you don't give her chance ! All you two ever do is criticize her ! just back the fuck off !! " Jake shouts
" Jake " my mum sighs
" No mum ! I've had enough of this ! You've been a bully to her ever since she was 14 ! She's just turn 17 and your still doing it !! Even granny knows how you treat her !! " Jake shouts again even louder this time. , I stand up and so does everyone else
I couldn't take anymore of this , I quickly put my converse on and a sweatshirt and run out the door. it was pitch black when I got outside and I don't even know my way round because we're new here, but that didn't stop me , I ran as fast as I could until I lost Jake.
I carried on running until I run into someone and fall backwards on the floor hitting my head hard. I wince in pain.
" OMG are you okay ? "I hear a make voice say but I couldn't open my eyes. I keep hearing his voice until everything around me turns black.
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FanfictionIsabella smith is a teenage girl who has grown up with abusive parents and no friends. Her life hasn't been easy she's only ever had one person she could reply on and that's her brother Jake. Both siblings have a hat relationship with there parents...