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Luke's POV
It's currently 1:30 in the morning and me ,Izzy ,Jake and Niall have even waiting in the relatives room for
over 5 and a half hours. Niall's crying , but I don't blame him. I mean if I found Izzy like that I would probably of drowned the world with how many tears I'd of cried. Jake has been comforting him and I've made little comments to help but I didn't really know what to say. On Izzy's side ,she's still silent , she won't talk to anyone and hasn't since she said thank you to Niall and smiled at me. Since then she's been staring at the wall with tears falling from her beautiful eyes but no big emotion , she's just got a blank expression with the tears, and it's driving me crazy." Niall , mate. I know it's hard right now , but you've got to be strong and you need to breath " Jake says rubbing Niall's back softly.
" Jake , I can't loose her , she's my life , if I lost her id basically be loosing everything but you guys " Niall cries back
" I understand you love her , and that she means the world to you and that you can't live without her , me , Izzy and of course Luke does " Jake replies smiling sadly but Niall smiles very weekly at him.
" I know you all understand , and I know Luke certainly does because I know how much he loves Izzy and how much they both love each other. It's just , I , UGH ! I just don't know how to deal with bad situations well , especially when it involves my girlfriend in freaking hospital " Niall replies crying
" Mate , none of us know how to deal with a situation like this , we're all shook up and I had a dream about Izzy and it had he same events as tonight remember that night ? when I was shaking and all ? that's why I was crying so much , that was horrible for me but seeing as this is reality I know your probably feeling my pain that I has but 10000 x worse " I reply
"Thanks mate " Niall sniffles wiping his eyes, He finally looks up at us and his eyes move to Izzy and he furrows his eye brows at her but she looks down at the floor and Niall looks back at me.
" Luke ? what's happened ?" Niall asks
" She won't speak to any of us still " I reply letting some tears slip.
" Why " he asks
" Really , c'mon she's shaken up from tonight !" Jake replies
" Oh , I'm sorry " Niall replies
" Don't worry mate " I reply
" Hasn't she spoke since the thank you earlier " he asks
" Nope " I reply
" Seriously ! I'm in the fucking room ! " Izzy shouts making us all stare at her.
" Izzy i...I'm, I mean we're sorry " Niall apologises but I stay silent,
" Sorry Izzy " Jake says , Izzy looks over to me at I can't seem to speak and I have no fucking clue why.
" I...i " I stutter
" Save it Luke " she replies and storms out of the room.
" Luke what the fuck happened ?" Niall says frowning
" I literally couldn't speak I don't even know why " I say letting even more tears fall down my already tear - Stained cheeks.
" Well go after her ! Luke seriously man you can't afford to loose a relationship like yours " Niall says
" Thanks man and someone come get us if there's an update " I say and quickly scurry out of the room.
Isabella's POV
I don't even know why I really stormed out. I guess everything tonight became a little to much. I've never really had a tactic to deal with bad situations like this. I've always kind of kept quiet ,like of someone was saying something mean to me at school id keep quiet and walk away and when my parents would beat me , I mean like the first couple times they did it I yelled in pain but after a while it became a normal thing for them to do so I just kept quiet.
But when Luke was in the car crash , I couldn't keep quiet , I sobbed and sobbed without stop and argued with the doctors to let me stay and Like now with Law , she's my best friend except Niall but I really don't know how I'm supposed to deal with it. I now know how Luke felt when he knew I was about to jump but the fact is. I didn't jump, law stopped me before I did and know I feel a huge amount of guilt , I wasn't there for her when she needed someone.
I walk out the front entrance , earning weird looks from some people , probably because my makeup was smudged but I didn't really care. I walked around the back near the back car park and sat down against the wall and just cry.
" AHHHH ! I'm such an idiot ! Fucked up Like always !" I shout to myself seeing as no ones around at Like 1:30 in the morning.
" Your really not " a familiar voice says softly. I look up and see Luke standing in front of me. I take this moment to dive up from my sitting position and dive onto Luke hugging him tightly.
" I'm so sorry Luke " I into his shoulder
" For what ?" he asks kissing my forehead
" For snapping at you and being the worst girlfriend in the world " I cry
" Baby , your not the worst girlfriend in the word , your the best and you don't fuck up and your not an idiot " he replies kissing my lips and letting them linger for a while before pulling away and pecking my nose.
" I just feel guilty " I reply looking down to the floor but look slowly brings my head back up to meet his.
" Why's that ?" he replies
" Because she stopped me before I jumped and I wasn't there for her " I reply
" Babe , none of us would have known she was gonna do it , I mean when she talked to you earlier you said she was bubbly and bright and smiled a lot and she was just normal , we would have never known " he smiles at me and kisses me once again " now why were you silent ?" He asks
" Because I just didn't know what to say to Niall to make him feel better i mean look how bad she was at the house , I couldn't really say she's gonna be fine because the medics sent even sure if she'll be fine so I didn't want to lie to him , and anyway Niall didn't mind " I reply "why were you crying ?" I add
" I have no clue why but I was like super worried because you were so quiet " Luke replies laughing slightly
" Aww Luke ,you care for me " I coo pinching his cheeks
" Of course I care for you ,I love you Izzy ,your my world , my life " he replies kissing me once again
" I love you too babe , " I reply pecking his lips " I am scared though " i add
" The reason being ?" he asks
" For Law , those pills she took , they were strong and we don't know how long she was underwater " I reply
" Baby , all we need to do is stay positive , no matter how hard it gets we need to be calm for niall " he smiles
" Your right " I smile back
" Now let's be there for them , meaning Niall and Law " he says
" Let's " I reply. Luke links our hands together and we walk back into the hospital , with me feels more positive thanks to Luke's amazing help.
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FanficIsabella smith is a teenage girl who has grown up with abusive parents and no friends. Her life hasn't been easy she's only ever had one person she could reply on and that's her brother Jake. Both siblings have a hat relationship with there parents...