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Isabella's POV
Me and Luke make our way down the stairs and into our new kitchen to see Law,Niall and jake sitting on the stills around the breakfast bar thingy and laughing.
" Oi !! Izzy " Law shouts smiling at me
" Yeah Law ?" I ask laughing.
" Give me a hug " she replies and I go over and hug her tightly and make my way back over to Luke and sit next to him.
" So girls whatcha think ?" Niall asks
" stuff ..." I reply
"Food shopping " Law replies to Niall and the boys look at both of us confused.
" We meant the house " Luke says awkwardly
" Luke ! we know what Niall meant we were seeing your reaction " law laughs and I giggle " I think the house is amazing I'm so overwhelmed " Law smiles and Niall pecks her. I suddenly feel a huge wave of guilt wash over me and my eyes become glossy.
" What about you Izzy ?" Niall asks and I couldn't speak and a tear fell down my cheek.
" Iz ? you okay " Law asks concerned . I don't want to cry around anyone so I quickly get up and make a dash to the laundry room because at the moment it's quiet. So I cried silently. I felt guilty because I felt as if it was my fault Law got hurt and jake got abused and Niall and Luke had to go through all the worrying.
" IZZY !!" I heard Luke yell but I stayed quiet but this room was freezing and I was becoming super cold even thought he weather out side was boiling.
After about 10 minuets of me crying silently and freezing in the room and endless shouts of people calling my name Niall walks in , looks at me crying and then walks out probably to get Luke. As I thought moments later Luke came running in worried.
" Oh Izzy what's wrong " he says worrying " don't you Like the house ??" he asks
"What !!?? I love the house Luke " I reply whiling my eyes.
"Then what's up ?" he asks kissing my forehead and bringing my body close to his and wrapping his arms around me.
" I just feel like everything was my fault , Law getting hurt , jake getting abused , you and Niall being worried. I should have just isolated my self from everything and everyone " I say letting more tears slip and I notice Luke was also sobbing but silently.
" Baby , please don't say that. Nothing was your fault. Your the one that kept us all strong " he whimpers
" How " I ask
" Because you've gone through so much we all called you our fighter when you were in hospital even the doctors would come in the room and say how's your fighter doing then " he chuckled whilst letting more tears fall.
" Please stop Luke why are you crying " I ask
" I hate it when you blame your self for stuff that really wasn't your fault " he sobs
"I'm sorry Luke " I say and hang my head down , but he lifts it up.
" Nothing to be sorry for baby , please stop being harsh on your self babe " he please ' oh if it was that easy ' I thought.
" Okay " I smile but fake but he seemed to buy it. And we walked back out and Luke told them quietly and they all under soon.
" Can me and you go food shopping tomorrow babe ? if you don't want to it's fine " Luke asks quickly
" Yes !! " I say excitedly " I love going shopping with you because we just mess around and have fun " I add and he smiles and kisses me.
" Me and Izzy are going food shopping tomorrow " Luke calls and everybody : meaning jake , Niall and law , murmured okays and smiled at us. Luke gets up and goes and starts talking to Niall And Law and I feel my self thinking again.
' I'm so lucky right now , I've got an amazing house that I share with the three most important people in my life and I have an amazing boyfriend and amazing best friends and an amazing brother. I feel as if me and jake Haven't really been able to spend proper time with each other lately because of all the shit that has happened over the last 3 weeks or so. I look over too the other side of the sofa and see jake looking at me and he gives me a sad smile.
I crawl over and snuggle up to him and he wraps his arms around me.
" Hey Iz " he smiles and hugs me.
" Hey " I smile
" Stop fake smiling , it wasn't your fault " he says and catches me of guard.
" What !! it's not about that I feel like we haven't really been around each other for the last month " I say
" Yeah I know "he sighs
" And how did you know I was fake smiling !!" I laugh and so does he
" C'mon Izzy we're close and I think I know your fake smile to your real one , and so does Luke " he says smiling
" What ?"I ask confused
" When you came out of the laundry room he said to me and Niall he knew you were still upset because you fake smiled " he says
" Oh " I say and curl up and I feel my eyes getting heavier and heavier.
" Go sleep Iz " jake smiles
" What time is it ?" I mumble
" Half 12 .. lunch time " he says. Whoa time passes friking quick.
" Okay " I say as I fall into a deep sleep.
" Night Izzy love you "I hear jake say
" Love you baby , sweet dreams " I hear Luke shout , making me smile gently.
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FanfictionIsabella smith is a teenage girl who has grown up with abusive parents and no friends. Her life hasn't been easy she's only ever had one person she could reply on and that's her brother Jake. Both siblings have a hat relationship with there parents...
