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Journeys

Isabella's POV

I cover my face with coat on the train because I couldn't stop crying. I'm sure some people are giving me weird looks but I don't care right now , like what the actual fuck happened back there , I've never seen Luke like that except when he shouted in the car but that wasn't at me. This time it was, and it scared me. A lot.

I continue to cry into my coat but I look through my jumper out the window to see we're only just leaving. seriously.

About fifteen minuets into the journey we've made a couple of stops and a lot of people have gotten onto the train but of course no one sat next to me because I had a coat over my head , looking like an absolute idiot. Ive tried so many things to stop my tears from falling but they just won't , I thought by now I wouldn't have any left but nope their poring out of my eyes. The hardest thing is to keep quiet though , trying not to whimper or anything but a couple of times I've let out really quiet cries.

" Hey , you alright love ?" a voice asks from beside me taking me by surprise. I slowly peer out my coat to see a boy Around my Age looking at me.

" Does it look Like it ?" I reply laughing sarcastically

" Sorry I asked " he huffed

" I'm sorry " I reply looking down

" Hey , no it's alright , I noticed you what's up ?" he asked

" Relationship problems I guess " I reply tearing up again

" Did you break up ?" he asks

" I don't really know , that's why I'm on the train going to my grans for a while " I reply

" Oh cool , I'm not from here , like I don't live here I just came to see a family member " he replies " I'm josh " he adds

" I'm Lara " I reply not wanting to tell him my real name.

" Cool name " he replies and we talk , well he talks and I listen and make small talk for the next 40 minuets

" Well this is my stop " I say and grab my coat and wrap it around my self and stand up.

" Oh okay , will I see you again or not like you can have my number and all " he says

" Um you'll probably not see me again and I've only just met you " I laugh uncomfortable

" Why won't I see you again ?" He asks

" Because , you don't live around here and neither do I and if me and my boyfriend do get back together he's very protective but we might " I smile and walk out the door of the train

" Hopefully I will " he shouts making me scoff slightly. I walk outside of the station and realise it's getting dark , great. I can't really walk round these streets in the dark so I'll call a taxi.

I arrive at grans house and I'm slightly worried to go back in that house, it just brings back a lot of unwanted memories. I walk up the porch steps and take a breath before Nocking. Minuets later she appears at the door.

" Izzy !!!! omg is that you " she screams and brings me in for a hug

" Yeah gran it's me " I smile

" I love seeing you but you really shouldn't be here " she says

" I know I shouldn't " I reply

" Is anyone with you ? Luke ? Jake ? " She asks and tears slip from my eyes again

" Um no , nobody knows I'm here because I guess me and Luke had an argument and I left " I say

" Don't worry Hun , you know that he's going crazy right now don't you " she laughs

" Really ?" I giggle

" Oh come on Izzy , if your out of the room for more than five minuets he has to come get you " she laughs and I join in " any who , how long you staying ?" she asks

" Not sure but not that long because law's in hospital " I sigh

"What happened ?" she asked

" Suicide attempt " I say trying no to get upset.

" I'm sorry love " she smiles

" Thanks " I reply

" Ok we'll just go upstairs and have some rest and then yeah " she smiles

"Ok " I reply walking upstairs into the small room with not a bed but a sofa thing but it takes nearly the whole room so it's like a bed I guess.

Luke's POV

Me and Jake arrive at the house and I walk up to the front door and try to open it but it's locked.

" Jake ? you got your key ?" I asked

" really ? of course I don't all of us hardly ever use our keys unless it's to lock the door at night " he says

Wait I think Niall's are in the car , he was using the token thing on his car keys and left them in my car " I say and run and grab them

" Got em ?" Jake asks

"Yeah " I reply and unlock the door.

" You look up i'll look down " Jake States and I nod. I walk upstairs and go straight to the bedroom like last time and just to see a note. Please don't be anything like last time

' Dear Luke ,

I don't quite know what happened back at the hospital but I'm gonna be honest, you scared me.

Goodbye Luke ,

Love Izzy

~~~

" NO ! " I shout

I can't loose Izzy , I can't I just can't loose her ! and the worst thing is I don't even know where she's gone and it's all my fault and then it says I scared her like I'm the worst person ever right now !!! I need to find her !!