Rich • NamJin [boyxboy] · +SLOW UPDATES+

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.Namjoon.

I sat down on my bed, opening my textbooks and notebooks to do my homework. I tried to flip to a random page to start my assignments but accidentally flipped to the one that held my rap. I've been trying to think of something that would impress Yoongi, but I've got nothing.

I decided to go out and maybe the world around me would give me inspiration. So I tugged on my coat and shoes and grabbed my pencil and notebook and left my room. It was really late at night and my family was sleeping so I had to be quiet. But the surprise at the door did not help in my favor.

I yelped and almost fell at the sight of Jin standing there. He had a fist up like he was about to knock but was also surprised to see me there as his arm was now positioned beside his neck like he flinched too. I slowly stood up, regaining my balance and looking behind me to make sure none of my family were there, then I stepped out and closed the door behind me.

"W-what are you doing here?" I asked him quietly.

"Oh I wanted some ice cream right now so I came ask what kind did we eat today." He smiled innocently. I chuckled at him, he's kind of adorable. I noticed he was now in a different set of pajamas.

"Did you really come all the way here for some ice cream?" I laughed.

"I mean I really came here to see if you wanted to hang out again so I could eat more of your ice cream, but that works too."

"I was actually about to go out, so I can't give you the rest of my ice cream. I can take you to the store to show you what kind I got though." I offered and he nodded quickly. I lead the way from my apartment complex, only to see a limo parked in front of it.

"Is the store far away?" Jin asked me. I shook my head and pointed right up the street. "Let's walk then." Jin grabs my wrist and tugs me behind him. He must really want this ice cream.

...

"It was this one." I pointed to it in the freezer at the convience store. He opened the door with wide eyes and I have to say that I flinched when he suddenly grabbed all that they have in stock. He held the seven cartons of ice cream close to his chest and happily started towards the cashier.

"These'll be-" the worker lazily spoke, typing into the cash register but was interrupted by the $100 bill that was slid along the surface to him.

"Keep the change. Come on Joonie." The cashier was clearly shocked, seeing as they were only 50¢ each. Jin walked from the store with a satisfied stride. I quickly ran to catch up with him, taking a few of the ice cream cartons so he wouldn't have to carry so many, seeing as he didn't get them bagged or anything. "So where were you heading to?" He smiled over at me.

"I haven't decided, I was just going to walk around." I shrugged. We eventually reached my apartment and his limo again.

"Do you think you can tutor me tomorrow? Around 6pm?" He asked softly, his driver coming around to hold the door open.

"6pm?" I hesitated. "That's a bit late, we won't have much time." I pursed my lips.

"I'll pick you up and we'll have dinner together while we study." He smiled assuringly.

"I-I guess so..." It came out as more of a question because I was still really unsure. "Where are we going?"

"It's a secret, but I'm sure you'll like it." He put the ice cream in his limo, taking the ones from my hands as well before getting in next to them. Once the door was closed, he put down the window and waved with a smile. "See you tomorrow." Then the limo took off. I let out a solid breath, no remembering what I was planning to do and suddenly start walking a random way.

The streets were quiet which made the sound of my footsteps echo. I flipped through pages in my notebook and read things that I've written before as I walked. While turning a corner, I ended up bumping into someone and she yelped and fell.

"I'm so sorry." I quickly helped her up and bowed, not really sparing her more than a glance because I had more important things to do, and continued on my way.

"O-oppa!" She shouted after me. My eyebrows furrowed as I looked over my shoulder. It was that girl again, Mila I think her name was. She ran to catch up with me, but all that echoed in my head was Jin telling me not to associate myself with her. Since I was only walking, she caught up quick and latched on to one of my arms. "Jin keeps trying to keep me from you, I missed you oppa."

"U-uhm." I tried to pull my arm away, eventually succeeding. "L-leave me alone p-please." I turned back to my notebook to ignore her. She completely ruined the calm environment.

"Don't you miss me too?" She squeaked in my ear. My face scrunched in agony, and I prayed that something would come and peel her away from me.

"Namjoon, are you in the place to cheat?" A voice spoke from behind me, we both look back to see Yoongi following us on a hoverboard.

"S-sunb-" I hope he isn't talking about Jin, the last thing I need is for anyone from our school to think that we're dating.

"Your girlfriend won't be happy to see this." He chuckled, taking out his phone to presumably take a picture.

"Girlfriend?" Mila stepped away. "How could you?!" At that she turned around and left. I stood there shocked about what just happened. I don't have a girlfriend.

"You're welcome." He...He lied for me..? He rolled away before I could ask any questions in which I was kind of thankful for. Then returned the peaceful sound of nature, and just in time as I had come across a park. I sat on a bench near the outside of it, since it was closed and I couldn't go inside, and flipped through my pages there.

"Ah, it's all trash." I summed it up that everything in this notebook was complete garbage and would just end up in me receiving a punch to the face. Which I felt to deserve by the look of these lyrics.

I flipped to an empty page and just sat back to think. I remembered Yoongi's words when he read my raps. His harsh words. I remembered the feeling that he put into them and how much they hurt. I want to give him that feeling that I felt. If I'm going to impress him then I'm going to do it the only way I know how, emotionally. With pain.

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