Jamilton oneshots

The day is bright, the birds are singing and the radio is playing cheery songs

Fluff? Hahaha...NO
Tw:death, suicidal thoughts/attempts , cutting
Thomas POV
'The day is bright, the birds are singing and the radio is playing cheery songs'
I got out off bed and headed to the bathroom I looked at myself on the mirror, tired and messy as always after I woke up, I turned the shower on and undressed quickly , as I showered I planned my day as always
Get dressed
Eat breakfast
Wash my teeth
Call Alex (I wanted to hear his voice)
Get to work
Have lunch
Keep working
Get to the house
Have dinner
Sleep
I hopped out of the shower and went to my room with a towel wrapped around my waist, I took some dress pant and shirts out of the closet and got dressed soon getting down the stairs to get to the kitchen
I took some mango, watermelon and bananas out of the fridge and chopped them, I ate them as I cooked some eggs, 2 to be exact, I ate them as fast as I could and ran to wash my teeth, after that I sat on the couch and took out my phone, I pressed Alex's contact
"Hey, Alex here!, if you're hearing this message it means I'm not able to answer the phone, please leave a message after the beep"
I waited to the beep
"Hey Lex how are you? I hope you're fine and happy, anyways I just called to say hello and tell you I want to see you soon, with love: your curly haired idiot"
I turned my phone off and went to the car, I drove to the office with the radio on, 'happy' by Pharrell Williams playing, how funny
When I got into the office I headed to the secretary
"Hello sally how're you?"
"I'm good Mr. Jefferson, you?" I hummed as she wrote something on her laptop "ok, you're checked in sir"
"Thank you sally"
I said as I turned around walking to the elevator, I pressed the button that had a worn out 10 written in it, floor ten was the floor where important people or at least the ones who attended to the cabinet meetings even just as viewers had their private office, I walked down the hall seeing the names on the doors
James Madison, first door
John Adams , in front of Madison's
Aaron Burr, 3rd door
Hercules mulligan, in front of Burr's
George Washington at the end of the hall
Thomas Jefferson, next to Washington's
Alexander Hamilton, in front of mine, with a short gremlin missing from it and papers scattered around, everything in there yelled Hamilton so no one touched it
I entered my office and sat down putting my headphones on and playing music, I typed in my computer as I sipped from a cup of tea Madison brought at some point
After writing for at least three hours I went to the lunchroom, it was almost empty Lafayette was off in France Aaron was missing but we didn't care, Alexander wasn't there either and to think he hated not going to work before everything happened, and Washington was in his house resting; mulligan and I were the only ones there tiredness seeping out of us
I got back to my office stopping in front of  Hamilton's office, I hesitantly entered the office for the first time in weeks
Go back to your office you're messing up your schedule my head  told me
But I didn't listen, I entered the mess, I searched the cabinets and I stared at the pictures, especially one with Alex hugging me and smiling brightly, tears left my eyes as I hugged the picture, a crack on the door made me look up
"Jefferson, What are you doing here?" Mulligan asked softly "we aren't allowed here, cmon buddy go home"
He led me to my car and sent me off, I drove silently, radio off
As I got to the house I called Alex, the voice mail answering again
"Hey baby, how're you? I miss you honey why can't you come back? Why did you go?"
I went to the bathroom and took out some razors, I twisted the ring in my finger before taking it out and reading the engraved phrase
'Yours always, til dead claims me'
One slice on my arm
You didn't take care of him
Second slice
He got in big trouble
Third slice
He left
Fourth slice
He was with Burr as you suspected
Fifth slice
He wasn't doing what you suspected
Sixth slice
Death claimed him
Sevenths slice
He's gone
Eight slice
He wouldn't want this
Ninth slice
Stop
Tenth slice
STOP
I threw the razor away and cleaned my arms, it would have been easier if I bled out, but Alex would have gotten disappointed, I wrapped my arms up and went to the bedroom
I laid down on bed and took the letter I han memorized by now
Before I read it I checked the events on my mind
§Alex promoted me
§I became President of the company
§Burr was downgraded to viewer in cabinet meetings
§Alex and him got in a fight
§I thought Alex was cheating with Burr
§They met early in the morning
§Burr killed my husband
§Burr was in prison

And then I read the letter
"My dear Thomas, I find myself in a difficult position right now, when I promoted you Burr grew a certain dislike against me, as you have seen he has written me a vast number of letter in the past months most of them I don't let you see because they are filled with foul language against me and our relationship
I have been challenged to meet Burr in New Jersey to settle our dispute, in case I don't make it out, which I do not believe possible, I want to tell you I love you, you are the most precious thing in my life and I don't know what I would do without you
You are the best of husbands and the best of men"
as I read my eyes watered and I remembered our happy life, the way we fell in love, how he fixed my faded image, how he stopped me from fading daily, how he helped me stop cutting, how he was murdered, I continued my reading
"As I said before I hope to be back before you wake up, I do not expect to die today, I expect to come home to you and cuddle the hell out of you, today is no day to die because after all that is happening:
The day is bright, the birds are singing and the radio is playing cheery songs
Signed Alexander Hamilton"
Hey guys hope you liked it, I have a question for you
Should I write smut?
Anyways love you guys ❤️❤️❤️
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