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The doctor said

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Alex POV
Alex was seating in the doctor's waiting room when he looked up and met brown sad eyes, like always, there he was as always, the man with the tight, black curls.
"Hey, I-I'm Alexander, I've seen you around here a lot" he reminisced of all the times he saw the other man step out of the office with the same pills he was prescribed "and I, well it's kinda awkward to just stare at each other, wanna talk?"
Brown eyes inspected him
"Yeah, why not?, my name's Thomas by the way,why're you here anyways?"
They both knew they weren't normal patients, they were not physically ill, but the doctor said some pills would fix their heads even though the pills weren't even properly prescribed
"Y'know the normal things,I'll be lost inside my head, all night searching inside my memories, Bad thoughts 'till four am, Then I'll try to sleep but I rarely do, I have really bad nightmares" he didn't know why but he already trusted Thomas, maybe because he knew he was like him, maybe he really just needed to talk to someone but regardless he continued "And I can't tell everyone,I'm so scared they'll get up and run,So I don't speak"
"I'm sorry to hear that, but I'm quite sure your family will support and if not, you can vent to me here"
The door of the office opened
"Thomas Jefferson?"
"I'm here, sorry but I have to leave"
Alex just nodded, after the appointment he went to the cemetery
"John I miss you, the guys and I never see each other anymore, we might you too much, And oh, I miss when we were younger,The days were so much funner, Weren't they?"
He received no answer like always so he left
Thomas POV
Oh, I book a new appointment, It's another disappointment, They're all the same, same, same but this time the cute guy talked to me, I can't believe he has to deal with all that, he looks like he doesn't deserve it, a knock interrupted my thoughts, I looked up to see my dad
"So... What did the doctor say?"
"Like always, I go in then When the doctor says I'm fine and tells me to take One at morning, one at night, when you know how it goes, why bother anymore?"
"These pill will help you remember how to smile Thomas, so don't use that tone on me or I'll give you reasons to complain"
"But what does he know?" I stood up facing my dad "Cause I feel so alone, And mom and you both tell me I'm alright 'Cause the doctor said you're fine, but you don't care, you never have cared so stop pretending you do!"
A hard slap met my face
"Do not talk to me like that"
Time skip to two weeks later
"My own mind can lie to me,They all say it's anxiety,But I just think it's me" I look at Alex "Now I've lost so many years and I don't know what to do, My pillow's a tissue for my tears, But my parents never see"
"Thomas" I stiffened, my dad was at the door "let's go home (I originally typed hoe and was tempted to leave it like that), we'll talk there"
When we got home my dad started yelling
"WHAT THE FUCK THOMAS!? We told you to not be a pussy! And there you are crying to whoever listens! YOU'RE PATHETIC ! you know what? I'll just ask the doctor to up your dosage, that should fix you"
Alex POV
After going to the doctor I got home and sat at the table, my favorite meal sat in front of me And now, I can't even eat my dinner, it looks bland and boring and...
"I'm not hungry mom, sorry"
"You look thinner Alex " may said "ere you eating properly?"
Am I?
"Yeh I am mom, the pills just mess with my appetite"
"Well we'll have to talk to the doctor about it" Maybe we can finally fix you"
(They're both talking here but each to their own parents)
"But he don't care about me!!! And apparently you don't either!,He'll just go home to his family,Why does no one see?! Huh? Tell me? Do you actually not see or do you ignore it?, I'm not the boy I wish that I could be 'Cause I feel so alone even when you're here"
they both ran, as far as they could , they reached a little park and saw each other
"Hey Alex, Why are you here?"
"'Cause the doctor said I'm fine"
"Same"
Thomas reached for his hand, and led him to a nearby diary queen
They talked all night and kissed goodbye, soon after they started dating and before they even realized it they had spent 3 years together and 2 years going to an actual doctor who could give them therapy.
They were happy, they were fine and this time the doctor didn't say anything
Wc: 845 words
An: I tried my best