Change (punk h.s.)

Chapter 27

"I'm sorry I wasn't fully honest with you yesterday", he says.

"What?"

"I-I haven't been fully honest with you", he starts but I cut him off.

"Yeah, I heard that why don't you just tell me what actually happened", I snap at him and I see the fear in his eyes, he is afraid to tell me the truth.

"Okay so I didn't just throw you on the bed and leave", he says and I feel like I'm going to pass out. I sit on the couch and run my my fingers through my hair. "We might have done something", he says, keeping those long pauses again.

"Just get to the point already!", I raise my voice, I don't think I even want to know but I can't stand not knowing when he is acting like this.

And as he told me, it all came crashing in, the memories from few nights earlier.

***

"You just don't get it, do you?", Harry says as he places me on the king-sized bed of his room.

"Get what?", I ask, I really have no idea what he's talking about.

"Kenneth is bad influence, he gave you weed!", he yells, running a hand through his hair, pacing back and forth the room.

"Yes, because I asked for him to give me some", I say, defending Kenneth. He didn't do anything wrong, he just did what I asked him to do.

"Why would you want that shit?", he asks, looking down at me and I stand up in front of him. 

"Because I want to, you have no right to tell me what to do and what not to do", I yell at him, he is interfering my life too much and I feel like I don't have any other life than here with him, it is getting uncomfortable.

"You almost slept with him! You don't know what you're doing", Harry raises his voice even more, somehow I don't feel intimidated by him, maybe it's because of the drugs. "You should not lose your virginity to someone like him!"

"And should I lose it to someone like you then?", I let out a laugh and he furrows his eyebrows.

"Yes, you should", he says. I feel my eyes widening and I take a step back. "You should lose your virginity to someone who cares and respects you"

"S-so you care?", I ask and he nods, slowly and but firmly. "About me?", he nods again.

"Yes, I do and you're probably not going to remember this in the morning but-", he starts but I stop him by crashing my lips on his, he hesitates for few seconds but then he grips my waist, pulling me closer as he moves his lips in sync with mine.

We fall back on the bed - he on top of me, me under him - never breaking the kiss. Our lips move in sync, he hovers over me and his hands take a hold of my hips firmly. I move my hands to his hair, pulling it slightly and he lets out a groan.  He breaks the kiss, "You're making it so hard not to fuck you", he groans again and soon after he leans in again, his lips move hungrily against mine.

Suddenly I feel very confident and I flip us over so I am straddling him, his eyes grow wide and I can't help but smile because I know I caused that. "What are you smirking for?", Harry chuckles, I shrug before I crash my lips on his once again. Harry tugs at the hem of my shirt and I sit up to remove it, throwing it on the floor next to the bed.

"God, you're so beautiful", Harry says, taking a hold of my hands, moving them over his chest and I lean down to kiss him but he flips us over once again. I play with the hem of his shirt and before I know it, his shirt joins mine on the floor. He leaves a trail of wet kisses down my neck and as he finds a sweet spot, he starts sucking, me moaning as he does his magic. As Harry's fingers fumble with the buttons of my jeans, he detaches his lips from my neck and looks down, clearly concentrated in the battle between him and the buttons of my jeans. I can't help but chuckle and he let's out a laugh as well. Finally as he manages to unbutton my jeans , I buck my hips up and he slides the jeans down my legs, to my knees, me kicking them off the rest of the way. As his hands move back to my hips, he attaches his lips on mine again now moving them more hungrily than ever before. He moves his hands down, as his fingers start playing with the rim of my panties, I freeze.