Change (punk h.s.)

Chapter 58

Uhh... Hi?
So yeah i know I've been like the worst at updating this story I'm very very sorry I hope you like this chapter and stuff....
I'm sorry.
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HARRY'S POV

I fidget slightly as I stand in front of the mirror, looking at myself in the suit that I'm wearing. When was the last time I wore a suit? Must have been years ago. I sure looked different back then. My hair was shorter, curlier. I didn't have tattoos showing from under the white dress shirt. It feels so weird to be wearing a suit.

And this fucking tie...

I sigh in frustration as I try to tie it around my neck, to make it look decent but I can't seem to do it.

"Fucking hell", I groan and throw it on the floor. I hear a knock on my bedroom door and before I get to ask who it is, the door opens slightly and Sydney pokes her head in. I stare at her with wide eyes. "Sydney? Wha-what are you doing here?", I ask as I take the tie from the floor and go back to fighting with it as I turn back to look in the mirror.

"You weren't answering my calls or texts", she sighs as she opens the door wide open, steps inside. "I thought you were ignoring me", she lets out a quiet chuckle.

"Well...", I was. "I'm sorry, I've been a bit caught up", I tell her, still battling with the tie. I refuse to look at her, I can't bring myself to do that. I know it's stupid and I'll have to look at her at some point during the day but... I haven't seen her since that night and I've tried so hard to push all those feelings so far away from my mind I know they will come shooting back at me when I look at her.

Sydney seems to notice that I have trouble with the tie, she stands up, places her hand on my shoulder. "Here, let me help you", she chuckles and turns me around to help me with the tie.

I take my time to look her up and down. She's wearing a very light pink coloured dress that reaches her ankles, her curly hair cascades down her shoulders in that way that takes my breath away. She looks absolutely stunning. "You look beautiful", I say without intending to.

Sydney blushes slightly and I see a small smile forming on her lips. "Done", she mutters as she does some finishing touches to the tie. "You look very handsome yourself", she says to me and sends me a small smile.

I love you.

"Should we get going?", I ask her and offer her my arm. She links her arm through mine hesitantly and we head to my car.

"How far is the wedding?"

"Not too far, it takes about 25 minutes to drive there."

"25 minutes? Is it outside of the town?"

I nod and we get in my car. I drive off to the street and we stay quiet for a while. I tap the steering wheel quietly as she runs her fingers up and down her arm. "So, how have you been?", I ask, still keeping my eyes on the road.

She shrugs, "Just been trying to forget about stuff. And you?"

"The same", I tell her and see her glance at me.

This is going to be a long ride.

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"Okay I'm going to go take a seat I'll see you at the altar", Sydney says and her eyes grow wide. "I mean, I'll see you going to the altar since you're one of the groom's men", she chuckles nervously.

"Yeah, I'll see you", I smile at her and she starts walking away. I take a deep breath and start ushering the other people to their seats. Soon all the people are seated and Zayn comes from around the corner, looking a bit stressed.