Change (punk h.s.)

Chapter 56

I have noticed that Change has over 20K reads now! I'm really happy about that, thank you all for reading this story you don't know how much it means to me.

And like Harry would say,

All the love. x

(warning this chapter contains sexual content. if you feel uncomfortable reading it, please skip that part. i will put some kind of a warning right before the nasty stuff starts and after it ends)

ALSO hey sorry for this long a/n again... but there's pretty important thing at the end of the nasty stuff soooo... it would probably be good to glance at the end

"I want you to fuck me like you love me"

I stare into her eyes, to make sure she actually means it. She looks at me with slightly watery eyes, no tears are spilling, though. "You're drunk", I mutter to myself, still holding her hands in mines.

"Drunk enough to know that I want this", she tells me, never breaking the eye contact. "Not drunk enough for you to take advantage of me", she continues. "You're drunk too."

"That is very true", I say and move one of my hands up to her cheek. "You're not thinking this through, Sydney", I tell her while I caress her cheek. She rests her head on my hand and places hers on top of mine.

"It will make things easier for us, to have one last night together. After that we will have closure. It will be easier to move on after just one night", she says, her voice becoming more quiet after every word. She slowly leans in, her lips are now brushing against mine.

"Sydney", I sigh. "We shouldn't", I pull away slightly.

"I thought you wanted this, I thought you missed me"

"I do, I do want this, so bad but this isn't right", I tell her, still having trouble keeping my hands away from her. She's like a magnet. A magnet that attracts my touch.

"It is", she fights back. She really wants this to happen, doesn't she? "Just imagine how everything will be better after just one night. A one whole night. After just one night of pure sex and maybe some little love mixed up in there", she whispers in my ear, running her hands up and down my arms. Without intending to, I place my hands on her hips. "I know you want it Harry, stop fighting it. Just take me. Take me right here on this-", before she can even finish her last sentence I'm already kissing her roughly, backing her up against the wall.

If she wants it, I'll do it.

SYDNEY'S POV

As my back hits the wall I let out a small groan of slight pain but quickly shake it off as I feel Harry's lips on my neck. I place my hands on his shoulders. "Harry", his name falls from my lips with a moan.

He kisses his way up my neck and stops as soon as he's about to connect his lips on mine. I feel his breath fanning on my face and as I open my eyes I see him already staring at me. "Are you sure about this?", he asks.

"110 percent", I say while nodding. "I need this, Harry. I know you do too", I continue and place my hands in the back of his neck.

"What about all the things you said about love?", he asks and I feel my eyes widening.

I shake my head and look down at our feet. "It's not important. Let's just forget everything and just do this", I let out a long sigh. "I want this."

"I want this", he repeats after me. "Jump", he commands and I do just that. I jump and wrap my legs around his waist, he places his hands under my thighs and carries me to his bedroom.