Change (punk h.s.)

Chapter 25

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HARRY'S POV

"Okay", I mumble, closing the door and turn around to look at Sydney, smiling like a fool. "What the fuck were you thinking?", I yell. What on earth was going on with her mind?

"Chocolate is really good", she giggles, that smile just keeps growing and growing.

"I did not mean that", I sigh in frustration, running my hand through my hair. "Why did you take the-"

"The pill?", she cuts me off, me nodding in response. "I don't know it was fun the first time", she shrugs, running over to the couch, falling down on it. "I just wanted to live a little"

"Why? I thought you didn't-"

"My life is boring!", she interrupts me, I look at her with my eyes wide. "I work in a damn department store, I'm such a goody two shoes, I don't go to bars, parties...", she starts. She stands up and walks few steps closer to me. "I'm a virgin for crying out loud!", she says.

"What?"

"Yes, I am a soon to be 19-year-old virgin, is that so shocking?", she snaps, the smile still evident and it is driving me fucking crazy. I am so angry at myself for not being in the room, for not taking the bag with me. This is not the first time this has happened.

"You need water", I decide to change the subject and walk to the kitchen, I fill a glass with water and bring it to Sydney, she immediately gulps down the water without a thought.

"Thanks, I was really thirsty", she smiles and she hands me the glass and I put it down on the table next to me, she walks back to the couch and lays down on it. "You know, I am feeling so good right now", she says, closing her eyes, but not falling asleep.

"Yeah, that's what ecstasy does", I shrug, lifting her legs up a bit, sitting down on the couch and placing her feet on my lap.

"What else does ecstasy do?"

"Hallucinations, synesthesia", I start, looking over at her to see her watching, staring into the distance. "It might cause you to sweat, your mouth might feel dry that's why you should drink water", I explain and she moves her gaze to me, her eyes wide, pupils dilated.

"You're really sweet, you know that?", she says and I feel my eyebrows furrowing. Me? Sweet? I let out a laugh. "No, you really are", she giggles, sitting up. She moves her legs from my lap, crossing them in front of her, between us. She stares intently in my eyes and I just can't look away, her pupils are very dilated, this reminds me of the night few weeks ago, Kenneth's party. I still think he drugged her, that bastard.

"Can I ask you something?", Sydney asks, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah, of course", I say, and she smiles, placing her hand on my thigh.

"Why", she starts, moving her hand upwards "does", she continues, moving her hand up "ecstasy make", I already feel my breath hitch in my throat. Why am I not stopping her? "me horny?", she finishes the question, her hand dangerously close to my crotch.