Change (punk h.s.)

Chapter 1

WARNING HERE

the first 1-20 chapters (or less/more i'm not 100% sure) are a bit sucky, i think my writing has improved a little. So if you survive all these sucky chapters I salute you, congrats. 10 points for gryffindor/hufflepuff/ravenclaw/slytherin.

sorry i had to

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"Im going to miss you Sydney.", my mom says while hugging me - or should I say 'squeezing me to death'?

"I'll miss you too, mom.", I reply, trying not to cry.

"I can't believe you are moving out! It feels like yesterday I sang to you untill you fell asleep.", she says. I can tell her voice is shaking a little.

"It does feel like yesterday.", I smile. "It's only two hours to get there so... You'll come visit me, right?", I ask sounding a bit desperate.

"Of course, honey! I'll come visit you as often as I can. You know I can't leave my little Sydney.", she says and squeezes my cheek.

"Mom...", I whine and push her hand away. "I'm not a little girl anymore", I smile.

"You'll always be my little girl.", she says while pushing my hair behind my ear. A tear falls down her cheek.

"Oh mom, don't cry.", I say and hug her thightly.

"I'm sorry Sydney. I just can't believe you're moving out. You're going to be living on your own! Alone in an apartment.", she cries out.

Yeah, alone.

"So Sydney. You ready to go?", Zack, my big brother asks.

"Yeah. Yeah I am.", I say and my mom kisses my cheek.

"I love you.", she says quietly.

"I love you too, mom." I smile. It's really hard not to cry. I have always been close to my mom. And now that I'm going to live without her is a big thing for me.

I hear Zack sigh and I knew - even without looking - he is rolling his eyes.

"Women...", he whispers loud enough for us to hear.

I hug mom one last time and me and Zack walk outside to his car.

My mom came outside to give us some snacks for 2 hours we're going to spend in this car. Me and Zack both roll our eyes and thank her. She stays outside and waves at us untill we can't see her anymore. I miss her already...

"So what did Sam say when you told that you're moving?", Zack asks after few minutes of silence.

Sam.

My boyfri- ... ex-boyfriend.

"Well he didn't take it that well..." I start.

"He yelled at you, didn't he?", Zack cuts me off before I can continue. His voice raises. It's actually really freaking scary when he raises his voice.

"Uhm, yes.", I answer quietly and look down at my hands.

But he did so much more...

"I will fucking kill that son of a bitch when I get back.", he says while shaking his head.

Zack is very protective. Especially when it comes to me dating his friends. Sam has been Zack's friend since I can remember Zack never accepted mine and Sam's relationship. He was always against it. He was so angry when we started dating. He told me Sam is going to brake my heart. I never believed him.

Maybe I should have.

I really liked Sam. I really did but we couldn't start a long distance relationship. He clearly didn't accept the fact that I'm moving.