sorry and i love you

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I sat down on the couch as I looked at my phone. I needed to call Fergal and thank him for the flowers and teddy bear but I didn't know how awkward it would be.

"Fuck it."

I said as I dialed his number.

"Hey Pam. Did you get my gifts?"

Fergal said as he answered.

"Yeah. Thank you. I put the flowers on my windowsill and the bear in Brinley's crib."

I said. Fergal didn't need to know that Colby gave me the exact same bear.

"I'm glad you liked it. I miss you a lot Pam."

"I miss you too Fergie."

I said as tears fell down my face.

"Can you come over? Please?"

I asked him.

"Of course. I'll be there in 10 Minutes, Okay?"

"Okay. See you then."

I said as I hung up.

+

"Fergie!"

I said as I hugged him tightly.

"I've missed you two so much. I'm so happy to finally have you back in my arms."

Fergal said as he cupped my face and kissed me.

"We're happy to have you back too. Wanna see Brin's nursery?"

I asked him with a smile.

"Yes! I can't wait to see where you put the bear I got her."

Fergal said as I led him to the room. I smiled as I opened the door and Fergal looked around.

"It's beautiful. You did a great job decorating it."

Fergal said.

"Thank you."

I said as he picked up the bear.

"I can't wait for her to play with this."

"Me either. I wanna get her a personalized blanket too. I always have a blankie and teddy bear when I was little and I want Brin to have it too."

I said as I wrapped my arms around Fergal's arm.

"I'll order her one. Nothing but the best for my princesses."

Fergal said as he kissed the top of my head.

"I love you. I'm sorry for blowing up on you."

I said as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"No, I'm sorry. I wasn't making you feel like everything you are. I wasn't treating you like a princess like I said I would. I love you. You are my everything. You and Brinley are my everything. I love you."

"I love you too. Now Mommy and Daddy are here. It's your turn Brin."

I said to my stomach as Fergal laughed.

"You can come out in a few weeks. Not till you are completely healthy."

Fergal said as he got down to eye-level with my bump and kissed it.

"She's gonna be a daddy's girl. I know it."

I said as I ran my hand through his hair.

"I hope so. I really do."

Fergal said as he kissed me. And now hopefully we get our happily ever after.

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