S.O.S

26.Jade

I watched as Maisie walked past me. I don't understand why she won't forgive me. I respect that she doesn't want to speak to me right now but she can't go on hating me without knowing why i done what i done. I decided to go and try sorting it out with jay.

"jay. look i know your upset with more but i need you to hear my side"

"im not upset..I'm furious. there nothing you can possibly say to make up for what you done"

"why does no one understand that it was an accident"

"really jade i know you. What we you trying to do"

i stood there and held myself from tears. i couldn't lie to jay even if he had lied to me.He still my shelter from the outer world even if he hurt me i need to be there for him just like he was for me.

"im sorry jay...eva was not worthy of you"

"thats not your decision. well done,mssion accomplished. eva is problably not going to make it."

"i didn't want it to go this far"

"you came to the wedding with the thought that you were going to shoot someone..now look me in the eye and tell me who you wanted to shoot..like your plan"

"Amanda and eva but then ivy was going to shoot you which wasn't part of the plan"

"so you wanted eva dead..why did you save me,i would have preferred to take her place"

"I'm sorry. i shouldn't have tried to help you"

"you didn't help me instead you made my live worse..so thank you"

i had never seen my brother break down the way he did..and it was all my fault.