Only For You

Chapter 46

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Matteo is'nt making it easy on me. His arms are tightly wrapped around me as we continue kissing. His lips on mine, tasting every inch of me. Di pa ito nakuntento at halos lapain na nito ng buo ang mga labi ko. . Bawat haplos ng mga palad nito , dulot ay kakaibang init. .Hindi ko naman ito binigo at buong puso kong tinugon ang mga halik nito. .

Our lips are dancing on the rhythm only the two of us understand. Our body pressed on each other creates fire that starts to burn us alive. .Bawat galaw nito ay tinutumbasan ko ng kaparehang init. .

" ohh- Sarah. " paanas na sabi nito bago bumaba ang halik nito sa leeg ko. Dinig ko ang bawat dampi ng labi nito, at mahinang kagat sa balat ko. I even tilt my head sideways to accommodate his sinful tongue. Oh im loving the feeling. . Im craving for his touch. .and im craving for him . .

Ni hindi ko man lang namalayan na nakapasok na kami ng kwarto. . Patuloy lamang kami sa paghalik , patuloy lamang kami sa pagdama sa isat isa..

" ma-att " saglit kong nilayo ang mukha ko dito. I could feel his breath on my face, i could hear our heatbeats too! Ganito katindi ang nararama namin sa mga oras nato.. " Matt,i dont think we should be doing this? " it was almost a whisper. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa namumula nitong labi bago ko naramdaman ang pagtaas nito sa baba ko gamit ng kanyang kamay. .

" mahal na mahal kita " wika nito. He looked straight into my eyes while saying those words with full of sincerity and truthfulness. I know. . I believe him . .

And its hard to say no when your heart is directing you to fall . . Its hard to pretend that you dont care anymore when your heart is shouting who the rightful owner is. .

Im scared - yes, but im so tired being scared for the past years. I want to be truly happy. I want to move on. I want to be with him !! Ayoko nang magpangap. Ayoko nang maging malungkot. Ayoko nang mag-isip nang kung ano pa man. .

I want love to be simple. I want to trust without thinking.

I just want to be happy . .and free from all this shadows inside my head trying to eat the happiness in my heart.

Matteo's my cure. . He will always be the reason of my smile and my laughters. . He may caused me pain in the past, but it taught me lessons.

And now, im choosing my own happiness over pain. Im choosing light over darkness. Im choosing love over hatred. No questions asked, no turning back. .

Im choosing to be loved by Matteo once again . .

" Matteo . . hmmm " i closed my eyes and kissed him fully . .I kissed him to make him feel his importance on my life. I care no more to what my past had caused me. I care no more of revenge, of agony. . .

saglit pa ang lumipas at pareho na kaming nakahiga ngayon sa kama at hubo't hubad. .

" oohh - Sarah!! " his lips touched every inch of me. Wala itong pinalagpas. Hinalikan ako nito mula talampakan hangang ulo . .He made sure to worship me. He made sure to taste every piece of me. . Bawat tunog ng balat nito sa balat ko ay mas lalong napapa-init sa buong paligid. Dumausdos ang kamay nito para hawakan at damhin ako ..

I arched my back when he playfully nip my nips alternately as his hands moved to intertwined with mine. Our hands perfectly fit!!

" Matt -aaah - hmm . . Oh please!!" And damn it!! He's leaving marks!! "Please, stop putting marks on me!"