Luke , Luck, and Love

Chapter 48 ( Emotions)

I only had time to take One look at Luke and i could almost see the fire in his eyes with some hurt in them too.

Luke didn't even stop and ask questions he came running over and grabbed BM by the collar of his shirt and lifted him up

"I go shower for 20 minutes and you make a move on my girl?!" Luke said while raising his voice more and more as he said each word , he took a step back from BM when he started talking

"Lay off , you and me both know she liked it, something was actually all about her for once "

Luke took one quick step and hit BM smack in his face and landed him on the ground .

I got up to see if he was okay

"BOYS stop !! this is stupid , nothing happened, there is nothing to fight about " I said it without looking up at Luke , i didn't want to see the hurt in his eyes or anger that i know is there.

the door to the bunk room shut . I looked up and Luke was gone.

I started crying .... here i am sitting on the floor crying by BM and hes got a black eye ... this day was supposed to be fun and happy not like this.

"Hey don't cry " BM hugged me

I just let him hug me and comfort me for a second i couldn't help thinking about him but Luke is the one i can't get out of my head . Then i pushed BM off of me " Well this is your fault after all." i said then I stood up and got a ice pack from the fridge " Here . Put this on your face " 

"thanks" he said and then laid down on the couch

"don't mention it.... I just can't lose Luke , but he might be better off without me."

I looked over and he had his eyes closed . It must be about 12:30 right now . I looked out the window and we were parked at a gas station . The Honkey Tonk Man (tour bus driver) must be sleeping .

"Well" i whispered to myself with tears rolling down my face " i guess its now.... or never....."