Imagine Sodapop

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To my friend Leah 

I was always  anxious around guy. Why I don't know. I remember the week leading up to just meeting a guy  in the park . My stomach hurt and my chest had felt clammy the whole week before . I couldn't hold down any food and I was making my self sick. I tried to calm my self down , but the same feeling  would consistently come back . Even if I were just to see a guy i had been in any physical contact with I would feel this nervous feeling come again . Guy anxiety I guess you could call it . 

But when I was with Sodapop it was completely different. He held me and kissed my neck and could comfort me and talk to me about anything . He made my heart swell . This one thing in particular was when he found me sitting by myself under a tree it went something like this : " Hey Leah" Soda said cheerfully " Hey Soda " I said looking down .He then came and sat down next to me " what's going on " Soda asked " nothing much .... wbu" . " just thinking " Soda said in a low voice . " What  about" " why I haven't tickled you to death yet " he said while he fell over me tickling my stomach.We rolled around for a while laughing and playing til I started coughing from laughing so hard . I had almost forgotten all the name I had been called today " slut ...... stupid ....... why don't u sleep with me and him tomorrow...... we don't like it's just for fun I had made out with one of the guys in your class for fun one time and he swore he would never tell a soul . That changed very quickly he made me  sound like the biggest bimbo on the face of this earth . That had happened about a month ago and everyday had been the same . I a of never trusted a soc I thought to my self . Guys would come up to me and pin me lockers and try to kiss me just because they thought they could . " I hate boys " i said with as much sasss as I could handle . " Now your telling me that you hate my guts " Sida said when puppy dog eyes . " No I mean " I rubbed my cheek were I had be slapped today cause I wouldn't given in to some dirt filled Soc . I stated to bawl " O gawd I hate to cry " I said throwing my head in to Sodas chest " He stepped back a little just because he wa surprised but soon wrapped his hands around my back and lifted my head " hey hey I wa just joking, come on Leah you never cry " Soda said still in shock " no no it's not you it it's just the Socs in my class th - they hit me and try to kiss me and and an-- call me names " I said through huge sobs of tears . I hadn't told anyone of the gang cause they had bigger problems then that going on and Soda was right I never cried. I hated it so it just didn't do it . " WHAT " Soda said with his eyes flaming with anger like I've never seen before. " I'm going to muder who ever did this to you . Who hurt u Leah who was it " " Soda I've been so scared lately . I haven't slept or ate much "Leah how much money do u have " About $100" I've had been saving for a while . " Why" " cause ur about to have to bail me out of jail " Soda said trying to make you laugh but still having that same look to his eyes . " I'll be right back"  Soda said jogging off " wait " Soda said " he kissed your forehead and put his hand on your shoulders " Leah you are the most beautiful person I've ever seen  u r so sweet and have the best laugh and smile ..... I know u may of messed up but we all do . Stay with us tonight and tell us the rest of the story when we get back " Soda said rubbing my shoulders " back from where " the graveyard of course " Soda said chuckling " what " I said " yeah we're going but those socs 6 ft under " . My eyes were still wet but I was now smiling. Me and Soda walked back to the house and let's just say I've never seen the gang run out of the house so quick . 




SORRY I KNOW THIS WAS NOT GOOD AT ALL WILL RIGJT YOU ANOTHER ONE IF U WANT IG I NEED  TO AKS MORE QUESTIONS.SORRY AGAIN REMEBER IM KNEW AT THIS SO YALL LEAVE TIP PLZ 


💛are you a real red head !!! 

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