It's Lauren's 22nd Birthday and yes she's a very grown lady or women while I'm just a young teenager that is 15 years old.
I don't know why love is like this. Lauren gets hate comments on her social media saying all kinds of stuff and I get hate too but we don't pay attention to any of that.
I was going to have a surprise party for her but just afraid of her falling or any injuries that may cause her to go to the hospital. But we're having the surprise party anyways.
I've been very paranoid lately and maybe because I nearly lost her. She was sick of me babying her but she loves me no matter what.
I plan to propose to her. I know I'm still a minor but it's what I'm sure of. I love her and she's my soul mate. I went ring shopping with Sarah and we chose two rings because Sarah wanted to get Clarity a promise ring.
My engagement ring for Lauren
Sarah's promise rings to Clarity.
I am freaking out because we have been planning this for A month. Not even my siblings know but of course my parents and her parents knew. Thankfully they gave me their blessings and so, here I go.
It's do or die today. My friends and I planned this party for her and I had wrote about three or four songs for her. Yes, I went back to the studios and I am my own self again. I wrote Perfect with Ed, Marry me with Jason Derulo and Lights down Low with Max and Sarah.
Anyways, it's 8 in the morning and I am cuddled up with my girlfriend. She's so cute and I just can't wait to make her my Fiancé. Like I said, I love her very very much.
I kissed her forehead and she smiled, knowing I was awake. "Goodmorning, mi amor", I greeted her and kissed her lips. "Goodmorning to you too, babe", she says hoarsely.
"Happy birthday too, my soul mate", I told her and she kissed me. "Thank you, sugar daddy", she replied and I cringed. "You don't like that. I'm sorry, love", she apologised. "It's fine, I love you", I said it out loud.
"Love you too. Forever and always", she pledged and we kissed one another.
After a few minutes of making out, we pulled apart and smiled at one another. Suddenly, Dinah knocked and had this smiley face on.
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Wishing I was 23
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