Wishing I was 23

Healing And Truths

Your POV

'KNOCK KNOCK'

Who's here so early? I thought to myself. I got off my bed and wore some pants.

I walked to the front door and it was Sarah. "Hey Senior, why are you here so early? Our shoot is at 9 and it's 5am in the morning", I asked and looked down to see her stuff and luggage.

"Do you mind if I move in for a while? I broke up with Clarity and I gave her my apartment as a final gift. Could I? Just till I find a new one", she pleads and I rubbed my eyes.

I moved aside and she smiled. "I'll go get your other stuff. There's a guestroom next to the twins room. Be quiet, my queen and babies are sleeping", I told her and she hums.

I walked to her jeep and got all her instruments in the studio. She came back to take her belongings. Once her jeep is empty, she starts unpacking.

I helped her arrange some stuff to her room. It was plain because the room was a guestroom and I didn't know what to do with it.

After unpacking, Sarah sat on her bed and I grabbed a chair to sit opposite her. "So, what happened last night?", I got curious.

"We talked and I sang her two songs that I showed you and the other one that you wrote for me. She explained to me why she's been so up in my throat and its because that she didn't want me to know that she got raped", she told me and I moved next to her.

"It was really hard and I was stupid not to sir her down and talked. I should have been there for her but I got caught up with work and your family", Sarah continued.

Wow, I got into this too. "I'm sorry, Sarah", I told her and she lated her head in my shoulder.

"How did you get over Beatrice?", she asked. "Well, she ran off leaving me with a letter and at that moment was when I kept on thinking of Lauren. Beatrice just came into my life out of the blue and our relationship was such in a hurry. I do love her but her kisses and cuddles were never sparks and explosions like Lauren. If you truly loved Clarity, maybe you still have a chance. Just, not yet. If you truly loved her, let her go. If she comes back, then it's meant to be", I explained and replied.

"Well, I do love her and it was really hard but to think of the past times with her, there was sparks and all. She was there for me before but when we moved in was the day she got raped and I was so mad that I ran out till, god knows how long. I came back with Clarity sleeping on the couch. She waited for me to come back. I really love her, Rachel. It's hard to let her go but it must be done in a way. She has to study and work and I'll be on tour for the whole year", She sobbed out.

"Let's just get some sleep, I'll tell Simon that we will come later, alright? You need rest", I told her and she lays down. I got up and closed the lights.

I leave the room and went back to mine. Lauren was wide awake and reading a book. I moved and sat next to her. I gave a peck on her cheeks and she had a smile.

She turned to me with worry. "What happen?", she asked. "Sarah came. She broke things with Clarity and she is breaking down badly. I let her stay her for a while till she finds a place", I told her and she hums.

"Why not let her move in? We have plenty of rooms and we can finally have date nights", she said and I thought about it. "Alright, I'll let her know. Now, I want to cuddle", I said in a baby voice.

"Alright, you baby. Come here", Lauren opened her arms and I laid in between her legs and arms. She puts her book in front of my face and read it while I watch TV.
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Sarah POV

I couldn't sleep at all. My mind raced with thoughts and it's haunting me. I looked through my phone and had one message. It was from Clarity.