Wishing I was 23

First Christmas

Seven months past after the engagement. Lauren is eight months pregnant and the due date would be at an early January. Camila is due any day now but today is a special day.

The girls will be at each of their home towns except for Lauren because we're bringing the Jauregui's to my house and celebrating it in Colorado.

My friends of course joined me but Alessia and Sodapop went back to Alessia's hometown. I'm happy that Soda is being a responsible person now and he is recovering from his drinking problem and anger issues.

Sarah and Clarity have been closer than ever. I could see that Sarah have moved on from Alessia and I'm happy. Alessia is busy with her album and Soda so, I guess she is over it.

Lucas and Faith are taking us slow now. Lucas learned his lesson to be patient with her and be more of a  supportive boyfriend.

Diego and Dani are hitting it off and so is Rodrigo and Taylor. Sure, Taylor and Rodrigo have been on and off but its because Rodrigo has been working and that Taylor doesn't trust him enough. They of course are off now and I feel bad for him.

We are currently in Maimi packing for tomorrow's trip back home. Lauren has been moody, hungry and always frustrated. I'll admit it's annoying but she's just cuter everytime.

I have this charm on her. Everytime she's naggy, moody or frustrated, I would kiss her on the forehead and she'll form a smile on her face.

"Babe, can you hurry up. The movie is starting and I wanna cuddle", Lauren whined and I sighed. "I'm coming, just let me fold your clothes for tomorrow, okay? You can watch first", I told her and she groans.

I rolled my eyes and I think that Lauren saw that because she turned away to her right. I sighed and zip up the luggage bag. I walked up to the bed and spooned her.

"I didn't mean it, I'm sorry", I kissed her forehead and she smiled. See, works like a charm. "Okay, now come on, it's starting", Lauren smack me and I giggled.

She lated on my chest as we watched Truth or Dare. She looks at me half way and I was curious so I paused the movie.

"What's wrong?", I asked and she shed a tear so I sat up and wiped it away. "Hey, hey, hey, angel, tell me what's bothering you", I cupped her cheeks.

"I-I don't know. I have a feeling that you'll leave me because I'm fat and not as pretty as I was", that was when I had realised that her insecurities had kicked in.

"Let me sing you something, okay? Maybe you'll get it", I grabbed my guitar and strummed a few chords.

"Whatever you think is not always true. I love you don't matter whether you're fat or ugly or smart or pretty or any other things. I love you and will always love you till the day we die. And to set things straight, you are beautiful when your pregnant. You wanna know why? Because you're carrying my children in there and I appreciate that. I love you okay? You're an angel from the heavens above", I told her and it made her cry.

"R-really?", she said in a cracked up voice. "Yes, Lauren. I will never ever leave you. I'm not like Ty or Brad or any other men that you've dated. I am not going to ever leave you. I put that ring on you means that you're stuck with me till we get married and once we get married, you are stuck with me for life. Okay?, I set things straight and she nods.

"Okay", she said and I kisses her forehead to make her smile and in her lips to make her feel better.

"Goodnight, sugga mama", I teased and she smacked me. "Goodnight, sugga daddy", she teased back and I accept it although I don't like it.