Pressure

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January came and I am so, so excited. Besides the world tour and the Jauregui's buying a house in Colorado as they want to visit sometimes, Dawn and Ryse will be born in a few days time.

I have been rushing and preparing for what's about to come and Lauren kept on calming me down. We got to go to San Francisco for a while because Lauren wanted to see what our house there looks like. She didn't like it so we sold that one and use the money to buy a house in LA.

She chose the house this time and I loved it. I of course had it redesigned.

My brothers all split after the New Year's celebration due to their girlfriends and my sister will be busy with Ellington and her kids

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My brothers all split after the New Year's celebration due to their girlfriends and my sister will be busy with Ellington and her kids. My parents finally had company with the Jauregui's as they will be living nearby them.

I am currently fixing up the crib for my babies as we are redesigning their room so says our mom's. We couldn't argue so we took some of their options.

Lauren is thrilled because she always wanted to have her own kids. We did discuss on which schools they'll go, when and where we should take them to who's house and on tour but this year, we bring them to tour.

Will had us a special bus for Lauren, the twins and I. The bus will have Lauren and I bedroom, in front of it will be my studio, next door will be the babies room and way in front is the living area.

I haven't had sleep in days because of the stress of having two child. I swept my sweat when I felt her hands massaging my shoulders.

"You should go to sleep, babe. You need sleep", she says and I stood up, holding her hands.

She caressed my cheeks and I put a hand on her belly. "I can't now, I have to put in the cupboard and the baby monitor. Thanks to your mother, we have to repaint the walls too. Then, after that, I gotta go back to the studio because Justin needs help on his new album. He's willing to pay me twice the amount of my actual salary",I explained and Lauren sighed.

"You work to much, babe", she said and I sighed sadly. "I have to for our kids and for your happiness too. I need to work hard", I told her and she kisses my hand.

We've been having this argument everytime I am away or busy. It's for the sake of my kids. I still have to finish my school work online due to me skipping school for a year. Mr Smith gave me small projects and the other teachers just gave me all the workload.

"Can you just stop and at least join me for breakfast? I made your chocolate chip pancakes and I am really tired to argue with you, Rachel", she said in a soft voice. Her eyes were pleading so I gave in.

"Fine, after I just tighten the bolts", I turned and she grabbed my wrist. "Later, have breakfast with me, please", she pleaded and gave me puppy dog eyes. I couldn't resist it so I give in.

We went downstairs and breakfast was already prepared."When we're you up?", I asked her. "Since 9 am. You were busy painting and drilling the shelves", I made an Ah sound and she giggles.

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