Well I'm talking to Lilly. I can see why you like her. She is really sweet and y'all act a lot alike ...you know what today has been a shitty day. Usually when this happened I'd talk to you but this is harder for me than keeping it in ....I don't know what to do anymore...I need you and I thought you needed me but I was wrong ...I'm sorry for being wrong. And Mrs.Nixon was right I should've been a better friend. Ill make it up I promise. Just promise not to leave me again...Ill watch over Lilly for you don't worry. I just need you in my life. The more I type the better I feel so I'm sorry if this turns out to be super long I can't help it. I'm not gonna lie my emotions have been getting the best of me lately... I figured out Gage and I are in the same boat...and it's sinking. Ill make sure to talk to him more...we all used to be best friends...what happened?? Ill fix that too we will all be together one day. I still have the ticket you gave me..on the last day of school in sixth grade. I still have it. It's all I have left since my mother deleted my other Facebook. My panic attacks are getting worse. I don't know how to control them . That scares me to death...I will talk to you tomorrow I love forever and always
-Maddie Michelle Kalvig
