Well tomorrow is your birthday ...god I wish this would get easier but I've started to figure things out ...maybe people don't die because they need to suffer or to end their suffering...it's to punish those still living ....things have gone to hell lately...I wish I could actually talk to you about it. I miss you so much Tony ..i hate this...well have early birthday ..you're finally 15!! One more year till you're 16...what you've been waiting for..I made you a bracelet..it's red and black your favorite colors..tony I need to be honest..Idk if I can do this much longer. My soul is already dead..I'm just kinda..here...you may see me sooner than you think...anyways I hope you're birthday is amazing..ill be celebrating for you 💖 I love you Tony ...
