Hey Tony... it's been awhile since I talked to you... there are times like this where I wish you were here. It's hard to talk to people the way I did you. Justin is the closest thing I have to what we had and it still doesn't come close. I haven't been the same since you died. I started realizing how cold this world actually is. I'm not strong enough to make it here. I never was. I care too much. That's why I'm still here. I just wish no one was here.. I just don't wanna be here anymore. Tony I just miss you. I need to vent to you. I wish you didn't give up. I wish I didn't give up on you. I'm sorry I wasn't there... I'm starting to realize what happened... too many people care.. I feel guilty. I knew you did. Maybe that's why I wanna give up because I don't deserve others worry. I bet will...
