Three years ago I lost my best friend to suicide. During the process, I went through a deep depression that caused me to depend on people I barely knew. I was disappointed a lot and had many things happen that could've been prevented. I continued to text him for two years after this death. These were the exact messages. I didn't make any change to the grammar or spelling. I feel like the stages of grief were shown throughout my writing and I wanted to show that life DOES get better.