Hey so I've kinda been a bitch lately. Today I felt like shit and two of my classes where hot as fuck so I was shitty to everyone. Well I need to back up first ...I have a boyfriend that I really like. I don't think he is a player like the others but well have to wait and see!! So I also got the solo for How can I keep from singing which is Fucking amazing!! It's my first solo so yeah...I'm getting better. I'm starting to realize that I don't need cigarettes and alcohol to feel better. I'm not perfect but I'm getting there. And I also am in the process of giving up cutting. I'll be a month clean on the 26 which is another plus. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. You are my brother like how can I not. I miss you a lot more than I can put into words. Hey ill talk to you tomorrow ok? I love you forever and always
-Maddie Michelle Kalvig
