Vampire Red :[First Book- Lost then Found]

What to do?

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What to do now?

Damon's POV.

Her body lay limp and relaxed in my arms. She had falledn asleep so soon she did not notice the storm raging outside battereing the windows, thunder rumbling over the grounds and the occasional flash of light. Nor did she feel my arms sneek around her waste pulling her against my chest.

I couldnt help feeling smug as how her perfect sculpted body fit so well against mine. She would kill me if she woke up now.

I watched as her chest rose and fell. Lulling me into a sleep. Or maybe a state of sub-consicousness.

What was i going to do? Kale...he didnt...turn...her...did he? I guess i would never no. I was young and small minded.

I love Lily dearly though.

Only fate has brought us together. But in the back of my mind a little black box rattled. I wanted to open it.

But some urge told me not to. It was in MY mind right? Weird....

How could the Vampire council do this! Get rid of her memory! She didnt deserve this!

No one did! She was too young! Her parents so willing to do anything for her. Now all that was left was her own mind to make things right.

She could choose to live and maybe love? me and stay forever with me.

But then a voice in the back of my head whispered..

'Your mother said she could be turned....' No! I would not allow that again. If it had the same consequences. She only had Laura left.

She would die herself without her. They were so close! That thought brought on another pang of anger and pain.

If only she understood.

Lily's POV.

The Blood was leaking around me. The unknown knowledge that lingered in the back of my mind was spinning uncontorlably.

This time i saw the corpses. My....parents. I wanted to change the scene. Of course i couldnt because THIS was my past.

The few remaing memories i had left from my days as a.....Vampire?

Me? How could i ever do that? I mean for one im Vegetaerian! I couldnt stop the images that were plaguing my mind.

I was writing 'Vampire Red.' In the mixture of mine and my parents blood.

I gagged. What did that mean? Vampire Red. I shuddered. Was it a colour? I suppose....the dress?

Hmm....

The dream ended. I closed the door and muttered it again, before i was left in a sub-consious state.

Not dreaming not sleeping but not quiet awake or aware of my surroundings.

Oddly it was comforting.

My happy lazy thoughts were shattered as a new picture suddenly entered my mind.

It was of Kale. I had felt so drawn to him. I despised him. His Brown wavy cropped hair his clear grey-blue eyes.

It made me feel all giddy and i wanted to touch my neck when he penartrated me with his glassy eyes.

It was different with Damon. I could almost be myself around him. Note the ALMOST. XD

I felt safe and secure with him. He was like an older brother.

What am i talking about?! I hardly know him! A little voice said in the back of my head.

'You do you just dont accept the truth....' Stupid consious.

'What do you mean the truth?' I snapped back.

'You know deep down inside you belong with him...'

"Damon and I hadrdly know eachother! And all this bonding rubbish...I dont understand!'

'I meant Kale...'

I was shocked into silence.

I was becoming more aware of my surroundings now i was coming back to consiousness.

'Wait!' I yelled.

I opened my eyes and sighed.

Damon was watching me. "Do i depress you that much?" He faked hurt.

I threw a pillow at him. "What did you mean by 'wait' anyway? I wasnt leaving and i thought you were asleep." He asked curious.

Oops! i didnt know i had said that aloud. "Nothing." I mumbled stretching.

"What am i going to do?" I asked all of a sudden worried.

"Can i go home? I-i..." I asked.

"No. I'm sorry but not yet. You need to- You cant you have to...bond...with...me. Then you shall forever live in this house under the kingdom of the Vamperic Law." He breathed.

I just stood there dumbfounded. What i couldnt leave?!

I made my voice sound strong.

"We cant. Im not a vampire-"-Hopefully he already knew i wasnt going to go through it again.-" So we cant bond, What if i said no? And ran away? to my home?" I asked.

He stared at me as if i were crazy. "Run away?! You cant go now! I have only just got you back! I love you!" He was literaly breaking down.

"I-i." I started but he cut me of.

"Your mine, You may not know it 'caus of those stupid idiots taking you away, but you proclaimed your love to me! Your affection!" He yelled mad now. Like i couldnt understand the most simpilest thing on earth, (which knowing me i probably don't..) :S

"My affection?! I was a kid!" I yelled his tone was making me angry and uncomfortable.

"You dont even like me do you?" He suddenly asked, dropping my gaze to stare at the bedsheets.

If vampires could blush iswear he would be now.

"I-i do but i mean..well..ya..know," I took a deep breath. "I dont know you! I know i might deep down but i really cant stand having this conversation with you andi want to have a shower and go home if you dont mind." I said rather strongly. Although deep down inside i felt like breaking down and cry till all my tears had dropped and i was dry.

He nodded. "You may use the bathroom." He got up to go and i couldnt help thinking i wanted him to stay, he didnt even mention about my request to go home.

I got up grabbed some clothes and a towel. Lily was ready to face whatever the day could throw at her. I sighed.

God i cant be like a fairytale im so weak useless, powerless...

I stepped into the warm water of the shower and relaxed into the steam.

Then i heard my phone bleep.

Unknown msg......

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