//you don't know me//finn Wolfhard

chapter 3 - promise

I feel fucking dead. I wish I could have at least gotten 10 minutes of sleep, but Bennys words just keep replaying in my head. Did I give up my future, did I give up on my family? Was going to college, and becoming a lawyer even my dream? Am I like dad. Fuck dude why can't I just die.

"Well if you die then I would have to live in this awful world without a companion, and I would be all alone." Wyatt whines through the phone.

I laugh at his comment, "Oh how could I leave you in this awful world." I gasp when I come up with an idea, "What if we do a romeo, and juliet. I kill myself, than you come to my house to find me dead, than you kill yourself, but I wake up, and it turns out to be a prank, but I see that you are actually dead. I would than feel bad, and kill myself, and we would live happily ever after in hell." 

"Oh. my. god. I love you." Is all Wyatts says. We then burst out laughing.

"We would both be too scared to kill ourselves, let's be honest." Wyatt admits.

"Yeah your right." The laughter dies down, and now it's just comfortable silence.

"I miss you Noodles." I really miss him. He's literally my best friend, I love him so much, he's like a brother to me.

"I miss you too Hard stuff. Remember when we would go to walmart, and steal vodka all the time, you were so much better at doing it then me though. I got caught like 16 times, and i'm not exaggerating." I chuckle. He's right, I was so much better at stealing them him. We would always have to run away from security, employees, or evens cops, when he would get caught, but I loved it, it made me feel alive.

"I wish you lived near me. I bet we could run the world." I giggle.

"I could show you my favorite places to go, you would get to meet my family. We could go to the mall together. We could go to clubs, and house party's. We could also go to the movies. Just you, and me best friend, we don't need anyone else."

"Okay enough with the mushy stuff, what have you been doing?" He's never the one for being all mushy, but he has his moments.

I laugh, when he suddenly changes the subject, because he's going to start crying, "Well I've been going to clubs a lot, but most of them don't have any of my happy pills, so I haven't had much fun. I've hooked up with a lot of people, but since you aren't here I have to walk home, and that sucks when I have a hangover. OH, I almost got into a fight with this perra blanca básica. I guess I made a new friend, his name is Jack, and I meet the most beautiful boy ever." I wonder if he's going to text me?

"Well they better not replace me, I'm number one." I love it when he acts like being my best friend is like everything he could wish for.

"Don't worry they can never replace you, but this boy has the most beautiful face every, he could be mistaken for a god, I swear."

"What's his name?" Wyatt sounds protective, like a brother.

"His names Finn, are you okay you sound like my little brother?" I laugh.

"I just want to make sure that my best friend isn't going to get hurt." He says serious.

"I know what I'm doing." I chuckle.

"Do you?" I go quiet. This is just like the argument Benny, and I had last night. I don't want to get into another argument right now. The one last night was exhausting enough.

"Hey, my mom just came in, we have to go to the store I'll call you back later okay." I wanted to forget my problems not think about them more.

"Oh okay well talk to you later I guess, I love you bye." He sounds confused.